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Wednesday, April 14, 2010; 10:15 AM
Just wondering whether what my eyes were seeing the same things as others eyes see.
Frankly, I think I am such a stupid. Why can't I just be what "it" wants me to be? Why can't I just accept the fact that no one is thinking the same as what I am thinking? So many questions of why in my mind but the fat is that I just don't know the answer to it or maybe I knew the answer but I don't want to change.
To the point of fact is that why should I change myself for "it". It is just ridiculous to change who I am. Actually if you think deep and search in your mind or heart, you will know that to resist change you are the foolish fool here cause you are bound to suffer and outcast.
I dare to say that I don't put in my whole heart in finishing a particular task loudly.This includes examination. I will have the mindset of saying that everything will be okies and we should have fun. So come on why are you so stress....I am a last minutes person.
Just that what i see and hear from a person might alter. You cannot be like them but then you need to protect yourself. However, I just cannot do it. I am just the kind of person who like to suffer by myself. Knowing that I shall not be dependent, I am still dependent.
I don't really know what I am trying to convey here...It just that I am having a lot of thoughts these days and it is killing me. You just don't know how much the impact is if you did not experience before. It was like having multiple radio station tuned on the same time and there are two representatives.---the angel VS the devil---
Angel will win at the very last, I knew it. However you just cannot divert your concentration on matters. Brain is a funny control centre. For the same thing, it might give you different reaction.
Someone once,who I know, said to me that I might look strong form the outside but actually I the one who needed the most protection and caring. Actually I don't quite understand what he means but never mind I don't ponder for things I don't know. It just give me a sense of headache the world is raining this kind of feeling.
Deep in my heart,I know that how the things work and why it happen. However I choose not to believe it unless I see it from my eyes. It just foolish how much you trust a person and that person tarnish everything you believe he/she is. The point is that I am such a moron to do it again and again and hurting myself again and again.
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I am 18 this year.
Waiting for Santa- Presents to me on 1906!
Study in Singapore Polytechnic currently
I Like:
♥Family
♥Novel
♥Anime
♥Drama
♥Cartoon
♥Tibits
♥Dreaming
I Dislike:
♥Thunder
♥Darkness
♥The real world
♥Fake people
♥Emoness
♥Betrayers
♥Unfairness
♥Examination
♥Evil
Dear Santa, get these for me!
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Explore the World Happiness! New Shoes Confidence Score well Good GPA Fame, Beauty, Fortune Cheerful Wisdom Learning Japanese Meeting my "HIM" To be my real self Have all dream coming true
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I want to be
Cinderella
Crystal shoes are laughing,
Birds are chipping.
Who is the one and only girl???
Answer reveals when ones wear the crystal shoes.
My heartbeat is pumping hardly yet the charming prince never notice.
Pray to the shooting star,
Please remember me!!
Till blood flow profusely out from the crystal shoes...
Enduring all pain hoping to touch you
Cutting my feet just to meet you.
I am Cinderella in disguise,
Believing in miracles will happen.
I am Cinderella in disguise,
Prepare for the ball and shine for you.
I am Cinderella in disguise,
Using lie just to win your precious smile.
I am staring at you always.
I am spining and dancing non-stop. Hoping you will remember the best of me
Until the clock strike 12 midnight
I am running against time
When it strike 12 midnight,
Magic disappears,how cruel the fact is.
Without the crystal shoes,
I am nothing.
Explore the World
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February 2008
