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Saturday, November 28, 2009; 1:11 AM
Whole day been out at my grandma house.Spend a day there watching television and also playing wii.
People are having that stress for examination but i do not have the urgency to study.
Maybe as time goes by i will ba.
Yesterday chat with him and then not a long conversation.
He just told me he have a cold and was sick for few days and so never go to school.
I always did not get to see him in school so i would not know if he never tell me about it.
Today i try to ask whether he is feeling well ler ma cause yesterday he said he still have blocked nose.
HE just replied with ya feeling well if blocked nose is not a factor to consider.
then nothing much to talk ler..
Maybe i should just give up cos me and him like got gap sia...
don know wat to talk or say...
Afterall he have someone he love ler...i should jus try to give up bit by bit...
working on it..
OH SOMETHING TO BOARDCAST
NEW MOON IS CASTING
OMG OMG OMG
FINALLY MY FAVOURITE SHOW
WATCH IT AFTER EXAM
AS A REWARD FOR MY GREAT GREAT WORK BA....
HEE HEE
LOL NEW MOON
Thursday, November 26, 2009; 11:17 PM
Question run through my head during lecture today.
Don't expect me to think of lecture actually, i was questioning on whether i do behave like a guy.
Most of my friend say I do...
Not in terms of tomboy kind la but like characteristic and the way when do things...
I actually think so myself too la...
hee hee
however i don think is bad la...
anyway i think i am being too direct about things lo...
haha always so straight...
today jun yao took my pencil on the ground and tot it was others and keep it...
then i just say return my pencil la u took my pencil on ground...he like so ps then return me lol..
direct right?? hee and some reason la...secret haha....
Tuesday, November 24, 2009; 9:45 PM
Feeling sort of down today for no specific reasons.
I was having some thought about human nature on my way home.
When we were born, we are so innocent, but now to think of that
as ages passed one changes.
Is it the cause of society pressure or is it the change occur in everybody naturally??
Why do we resign to society pressure and change oneself?
Do we really need to realize the harsh truth of life deeply so that we can survive in this world?
I am still living in fantasy world and resist to change by society...
However something happen today which really shaken me with this thought of mine.
I want to know the answer to this question.
Am I doing the right thing to resist the change.
I don't want to live as someone that is being changed
till so scary.
I don't want.
Greed of human is something everyone faced.
Some will know they are facing it but some won't but doing it.
I will not say i fully greed free
but then I can say i control it well than others.
Being someone with heck care attitude,
facing too much family problems i been through a lot of things.
I see what others cannot see or feel.
No one will understand you even though you speak so you just have to suffer alone.
I am sort of suffer alone type so does not affect me ba...
I want go ECP once again.
Tuesday, November 17, 2009; 10:22 PM
I never given much thought to everything even now.
I know that i lived by everyday with an attitude of happy go lucky.
I run away form problem and wishing it to disappear and not facing it to solve it.
However, besides this what can i do??
Today was quite a sad day for me.
Crs erm did not do as good and time is shorter among all groups.
Followed by when i reached home, some family things cropped up again. I want to chat with him but then i say hi...
He after a while offline without replying me.
I don't expect any reply from or miracle happen that me and him will be together, it just that i feel bad after what i say to myself.
Beside that, i was flooded with nagging and sorrow about my family...i really is so tired of the situation i felt all days.
I want to do something but i was like drowning till i felt helpless.
I really don't know what to do.
Feel like going ecp again hope this time will help in my mood.
Monday, November 16, 2009; 9:25 PM
最近感到非常累
好几次差一点迟到
我真是个懒猪！！！
功课也别提了
当然不例外 (>T-T<)
心里总是缺少什么似的
但是就不知是什么。
没有心情做任何事
好像在等待一些奇迹般的事情发生。
开心的背后是什么呢?
是悲伤?是愉快还是痛哭?
不知我在笑时
另一个他是否也在笑。
往往到海边后
我都会豁然开朗
但这次却好像少了些东西。
在等待这东西的到来的当儿
我都抱着愉快的心情面对着世界
最近做梦都会想到美丽的童话
我和王子在海边
欣赏着美丽的海景
两人幸福的笑着
这是我才恍然大悟
那心里的空虚
是失落感夹带着想念一个人的滋味。
Saturday, November 14, 2009; 11:54 PM
Went to
ecp like i want to but then i felt that i miss something deep inside my heart...
I don't know what is it...
Don't really have this kind of feeling before...
meeting them at
mrt station before going to
ecp...
haha..
they say want pot luck in the end only i cooked
onli...so
ke lian lo...
i tot others will cook i wake up early to cook but in the end turn out not that good too...
too bland
liao....
but
nvm la still edible i suppose...seem it is all finish thank to everyone give me face
oh was drag into the water by them...
erm i just wan to face the sea and enjoy the breeze but then
haha ...
tot of going down to water but then i don wan to actually
haix contradicting...
luckily weather wise is great not raining and not sunny...perfect weather...taken a lot of photo upload a lot on
facebook...
erm every time go
ecp will feel happy or like accomplish something or
whatsoever however this time i feel quite empty or quite an
indescribable feeling about something missing...
Thursday, November 12, 2009; 10:01 PM
Heading ahead....
Must make sure i must get my concept well and right...
At least must get B no C at all...goal chiong arh....
Study plan erm start next next week la...
oh i wonder what i thinking is right ma..i wanna ans...
I won get into it unless i know the truth...
aiyaya i don know wat i am saying...
ways to go...cheers gal...
Jiayou...wakakakaka
Wednesday, November 11, 2009; 9:35 PM
WOW...
Today my practical teachers said I am very blur...
Haha nothing special cause I am blur to begin with...
Or not i won have so many nickname like sotong or blur queen...
no medicine to cure blur sia...=x
Oh i wanna to know whether i am moving forward or not???
I did i am but then sometime we don't see ourselves clearly...
Maybe in past i am not but i was now trying my very best to achieve what i want and also challenge the impossible...
oh my third year option for example...
maybe want to take business de but after much thinking i think it is not worth...
today have a very nice day although it is just a movie...mean to me a lot...
wakakakaka....
nvm i think i siao liao la...keep laughing...
but great to laugh then to grieve...
now was trying very hard to catch up with my study haha i sure can do it de...
jiayou add oil ....
Sunday, November 8, 2009; 4:19 PM
风吹打着树叶
叶子散落一地
一人走在街道上
看着霓虹灯闪烁
把街照的格外美丽漂亮
心里莫名其妙有了一些感触
叶子常会被忽略
花都会被赞赏
这不和人生一样
美丽的人都会被重视
平凡的人带出了美丽的人
但不会被人喜欢
散落一地的叶子
被人们踩踏
会觉得疼吗?
会抱着对风的恨吗?
翠绿的叶子已变黄
成为了土的肥料
却没人知道它的功劳
不知让叶子选择
它为后悔还是无冤
看见了生命的无常
仿佛让人体会到生命的不公
而这不公是不能改变的
Suddenly having the urge to blog, It might be the reason of boredness.
Really tired of hearing about my grandma favoring who and what so ever....
Really tired...I don't mind at all...
I mean I will also love some of my friend more than some friends i have right???
So why don't it happens in family too??
Nothing is fair therefore we need to give and take...haha
Maybe it will sound fake but then really leh i don mind....
Wanted to do a lot of things in mind....
wanted to have a chance to go oversea...
Being so old liao i did not go before wawawa...
wanted to have a chance to spend a day with my family without any worry...
wanted to have a good result for studies cos i am struggling now...
wanted to have a chance to ride cable car or Ferris wheel cos never ride it before...while some of my family got...
wanted to have a good sushi meal cos long time don have ler....
wanted to be able to buy some clothes and shoes...long time never buy anything ler
wanted to do lot of things but then haha not really possible...
Nvm la cos want ma not need...
but for the studies i think is a need ....lol
Still like a child in dreamland
Dreaming of fairy tales and thinking
everything is going to be alright in the end...happy ending...
i will still be thinking that way no matter how harsh the world is to me....
chat with girlfriend about relationship cos she just having a stupid crush with someone online...
I don't know wat to comment cos i don't know how or what to say...
I mean i did not even kiss anyone before not even my ex bf (except my family) but there she was kissing a guy when he just know him for a day...
the guy ignore him after that la might becos the picture she put online don look like her ba...
I hear her talk while I keep quiet cos i don know wat to say....
Conversation was short but learn a lot of things from it...
Saturday, November 7, 2009; 1:43 PM
苦涩的咖啡
有人爱有人恨
可能真正能欣赏这种味道的人
才是懂的珍惜的人
在得到幸福前
都经过痛苦的洗礼
苦涩的咖啡
思念一个人的感觉
痛哭的心情
种种让人心满是伤痕的事
挟带着苦的味道
在苦里
寻找快乐和安详
一杯苦涩的咖啡
带者各种独特的味道和感觉
天生的苦味
不是不幸而是幸福前的先兆
加糖和奶的咖啡
不是幸福的结局
因为人们都不会品尝到它的味道
只是用别的东西来代替
不喜爱的东西而已Friday, November 6, 2009; 2:43 AM
Time has a way of taking back what you have.
Time can do wonders but its also harsh.
Making one forget about hurtful memories, making one treasure things etc...
Time make lonely time seem to be longer for one...
Wondering something in my mind.
You will never miss what you never had...erm not really true i think...
U miss someone u love even if she/he don love you...
You will miss funif u don have fun...
haix just it is contradicting...
I believe in fate and destiny...
Meeting the one who destined for, leaving the loved one etc...it is all fate...
Meeting someone in million of people is fate....
Wednesday, November 4, 2009; 11:08 PM
So Tiring today...Imagine you are facing a computer for about 7 hours plus without doing anything....It is so boring.
However, my computer is becoming slower and I don't know why it is so after a full reformat.
The weird thing is that when i was playing the game if i did not move the mouse, the graphic will remian there without moving.
I don't care ler...see how it goes ba...
Oh i know the feeling of it and i really don't know to like to to hate...
Anything is possible to happen jsut like life is unpredictable; therefore i leave it to fate to decide ba...
my third year option how...i am really lost...
Monday, November 2, 2009; 10:13 PM
Oh sorry i forgot to add my best girlfriend yu yun in the last blog post...
haix my fault for missing her....
Honto ni gomenasai...
Erm so far so good...
sad is sad but whatever it is
time will pass and heal it like everything else would...
Today got weird feeling about something...never have before....
i wondered what it is....
Nvm la...i am not ready for anything so don care la....
find out something...my school work sure going down ler...
stupid lo out of 6 questions
surprisingly
i only know how to do 1 question....
wth super sad sia now my module really is killing me....
I have bought some real kawaii book from popular i love it so much....
and lots of coloured pens for fun...
Don mistaken i did not spend much cos i use voucher...
i no much money ler...
really think i hinder ppl fun cos of me no money...
when ppl are in for fun...
i would say no cause it involved money...
i was like splashing cold water on them
when it is come to fun, people will tend to
forget but it
nvm it is understandable...
Went to ecp like i want to but then i felt that i miss something deep inside my heart...
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