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Wednesday, April 22, 2009; 8:42 PM
I slept in lecture hall today.
Stress and exhausted.
Tired of everything.
Family....
School....
Is already bothering me a lot.
Problem add to problem...the ball just keep rolling and ended up having a bigger problem.
Defeated badly by it....
Affected by it....
Parents don't care...
Unfairness from them...
World is unfair...don't blame them....
I always not the one...I knew it at the very beginning so should not try to have any hope about it....
2012
The worse radiation by the sun indirectly will caused up to death....
Days without electricity and communication,would we survive???
In this modern society,electricity is important.
Industries,computer,lights,fans,refrigerator etc need electricity...
Wondering how we survive...
affected mostly European countries....
The midnight will be filled by colorful lighting. Followed by flickering of the lights and eventually the light will be switch off.
The earth will be in darkness.
Radiation can caused a lot of harm...
Watching KNOWING,the movie, really let us understand the nature is never to be underestimated.
Nature is powerful without u knowing.....
Tuesday, April 21, 2009; 8:10 PM
I am so so so stressssss......
Felt myself trying hard to avoid problems and not facing it....
It just get worse and worse....
I know that no one is at fault about this situation and they had gave their best....
I have no right to blame them or what but blame myself....
Realize something that are always the harsh truth and i really felt myself defeat in front of it....
I cannot cope with studies at all...super lost and super no mood for it....
Really have many thoughts that i going to fail badly for all as i don't even follow the lesson at all....
I gave up completely....let the harsh facts wash over me bah....
Trying to smile and be happy when people was around me....
I don't want others to be affected by me...maybe i am stupid to think so......
I just hide everything till when i was alone the pain just overbearing for me....
SO pain that i will cry in pain and i am losing myself....
I don't want to trouble people at all....
I lose everything to time and there is not turning back. things will no loner be the same anymore...
Really so so so so tired that i really want to have a break of everything and have some fresh air....
however not really that possible as it seems.
Sunday, April 19, 2009; 10:11 PM
Holiday ending and tomorrow is the start of school, having a lot of feeling about it.
Mixed feelings which i don't really know what are they.
Having that tension that i will not do well for the modules.
I will behold the thinking that I am always happy no matter how hard the situation is.
If I don't have that kind of mindset, I might already break down.
Don't dare to dream, just hoping all the obstacles that i faced might just disappear.
Unfairness is everywhere in this world....
Don't blame yourself or others for it cause the blame will never find anyone to be blamed on.
Just be yourself and enjoyed the lives you are given with....
Monday, April 13, 2009; 10:07 PM
I went to Acer company servicing today.
I reached there about 2.30 pm and i waited for my numbers to be called.
It was called by around 5 pm. WOWWOW...
Imagine one person stone there for two hours plus without anything to do.......
Therefore i was like drinking the distilled water very 30 minutes.....LOL
I have a battery replace cos mine is spoilt like hell ler...
haha...
troubled about something in my mind but nvm....
Easter day
I went to the city harvest church.
The drama really impact me a lot,tears was about to roll down my cheek but i fought back.
I don't want to shred tears easily like before.
Hoping for a change.
Just pray hard.
Then we go to jurong point.
Oh tell you what today is also the first time i eat subway.
Not really happy but never mind lives is about to change ba.....
Saturday, April 11, 2009; 9:41 PM
Things do not help by telling me....
It just make me feel so fustrated and useless....
whatever the case....
just give me a quiet moment....
anything larz.....given up!!!
Thursday, April 9, 2009; 11:58 PM
Yesterday online....
They suggested to watch the sniper, due to me being difficult and unreasonable, fast and furious 4 and knowing was suggested by me.
Due to my clumsiness again, i sms them without specific details;
Resulting in misunderstanding in the place to watch the movie.
When we meet up, we were still deciding what movie to watch.
After discussion, we decided to watch knowing.
Summary of the movie,Knowing........
The movie is about numbers which tell us the future.
During the opening ceremony of an elementary school,
the student were asked to predict what the future will be like 50 years time
and draw it out.
A particular girl, she just wrote numbers all over the page.
Then they buried the time capsules underground and
to be opened after 50 years time.
A boy during the 50th anniversary take the drawing drawn by the girl
which is all numbers.
Things happened according to what the numbers were written
(Exact location, date, number of death).
It predicted that the doom day will be coming and everybody will die.
Two survivors are chosen to be alive so as to reproduce and carry on the mankind.
The father of the boy knows that doom day is coming,
however he had no choice but to face the death after much trying to survive.
He went to his family and die with them.
After watching the movie, we went to eat Japanese food.
To my surprise, Kenny is working there.
After that,we walked to yew tee mac and have a small chit chat.
We talked about our opinions on the movie and some other stuff.
Questions run through my mind after watching the movie...
If it is really doom day tomorrow, What would I want to do?????
If doom day is coming and everyone knows it, what would the world be like?????
After the catastrophic disaster, you are the one and only survivor;
would you choose to live on or to die????
Can we really start the whole society like we are now after the disaster???
(I mean we are just so pampered and we really
cannot take hardship compared to our ancestors.)
Given a way to die, what would i choose to die from and with who????
Are we really prepared to face doom day and die????
After we die, where we will be????
Lots and lots of questions run through my mind....
After much thinking, I think that:
After all, life is unpredictable.Past is past, all it left were memories and
we cannot travel back to time like we wished we can. The 'you' in five second before is already gone and does not exist. Does it means memories is meaningless????The answer is NO.....No one can live without memories or past;
it makes us experience different favors of lives.
Without it, we are just like zombie;living without any emotions.Watching this show makes me treasure my lives to the fullest and don't take things for granted.
Accidents happened everywhere and every time; death and everything is fated.
All we need to do now is to smile and live happily.
The movie is nice as it lead us to think about a lot of things that might happen in the future. I did not regret watching Knowing.
Recommend for everyone to see.Today i feel good to be alive and happy that I have gone out.
Tuesday, April 7, 2009; 8:13 PM
Observant???
I can hereby said that i am not observant for anything.
I am just clumsy as always.
Just finished an anime which have 26 episodes in two days...haha....
when i am addicted i have the will ....lol...
Monday, April 6, 2009; 12:19 AM
yvonne gift
yan fei gift....
I went to visit my grandma today.
Playing wii there and also have my lunch there.
Then i went to meet yvonne and yan fei at clementi with yy hx and jc.
Having a chit chat and have meal at sumo( don know got spell wrongly ma)
erm yvonne treat us...thx...arigato...
then she pass me a gift too...nice...cos i love jj..
yan fei also last time pass me jj thingy...lol
Wednesday, April 1, 2009; 8:46 PM
Yesterday kanna drag to go swimming....wat a hilarious thing to find that my swimming suit is again lend to my mum....=x
pity my swimming suit siao.....wawawa.....
but then i am no mood for everything therefore i kanna drag but then i go there do nothing and just sort of suntan in the water again....
more tan liao i don wan siao...haix....
nothing else to blog i have not idea at all.....
watever
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