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Wednesday, September 30, 2009; 10:42 PM
Just thinking that i should remove the
chatbox...
LOLToday is jolly fun...
Ice cream and chocolate is nice..
Recently just finished a novel...
that novel is about girl travel back to time when emperor still present...
With a predict statement from a monk,misfortune fall on her but then was rescued somehow...
The emperor fall in love with her and also a king of some island also love her...
hahashe love the king but then the emperor was like so cruel use all kind of trick to get her....including killing the king
she lost her memories when she was so sad that king have died....
luckily but don know why kind never die but then she does not remember him at all...
sad right but then she of all memories remember the statement the monk made which is she is fated to travel around and not be close with any man unless she wan unlucky things befall on her beloved and so she was left alone....
so sad right imagine in the future life she was an orphan but now was like a jinx to everyone who love her....i don think is good or bad cos she look dman gorgoeous...
Sunday, September 27, 2009; 9:47 PM
Nothing better to do ler....
The anime i like have finished so sian liao....going to be XXXXX10000 boring
this few days having headache and then feeling weird weird de.....my anime...gone....
finally episoide watched today...should i re watch it although 100 plus episode but i loved it to the max....maybe i should....wakakakak
Saturday, September 26, 2009; 11:34 PM
If a tree fall sick,
you should either try to find a cure for it
or to try your best to care for it;
But not to push to others hoping others to cure it for you
cause you have no confidence or given up.
I feel like I am like the sick tree.....
Today sort of having mixed feelings....
erm how do I explain i also don know...
just like sort of lost and don know wat i am feeling ba then daydreaming baout unrealistic thingys...
still not yet to face the harsh truth yet so still wandering in my chloe land...
watever the case la...just live it who i am ba...
Thursday, September 24, 2009; 4:30 PM
Flooding myself with novel...life is still boring like before...
If u love something set it free, if it is meant to be it will come back to you.
nice wording...
erm see the novel and them drama anime...
haha conclusion fate is wat brings everything together.
u cannot run away form fate...when they want u to meet that particular person u will meet somehow although u normally miss one another...
trying to run away form reality????
i think should be or should be not...
i am don know the ans too...just think might be that case ba...
but then i don know la...
seem like i am living just to live and not for nothing else.
Monday, September 21, 2009; 11:38 PM
okies I must conclude something real BAD about myself....I am completely HOPELESS and USELESS.
I should not support reason with why is this so...however it just turns out to be so.
Let pray and hope miracle do happen soon on me and also tomorrow would be better.
Saturday, September 19, 2009; 12:52 AM
I'm right to think so as result have proven.
Sort of being dishearten by the ways it turns out to be when the beginning is full of happiness.
Nothing for me to drool on with, I must definitely live better and do better from who I am when you first met.
Although deep down I know I cannot do better than you in terms of lots of things,I still think that I can try my very best and smile.
My heart is bleeding and deep down I felt that there is an empty bones in my feelings that i cannot describe what I miss.
Despite the fact that I do not know, I still think i will search for the answer till the very end.
The game is not lose when you lose but it lose when you give up.
I don't need XXXXXXXXXX from anyone.
I will try my best to be what I want to be.
Occupying myself with fantasy and fairytale stories, I still think it will be best to believe it as that the matter i am living.
Whatever will be will be so it does not help by thinking so shut up and keep track of whatever will be will be..
Monday, September 14, 2009; 1:01 AM
Love isn't about the unhappy tears that go along with it.
Those tears only left my eyes dry and hurt.
Thinking quite a lot of things recently since i always at home and daydream.
Wondering lots of stupid questions in my mind cause those questions are without answers.
Of course, there is always lots of part which i daydream and hope to be...haha such childish horx...
I was just wondering whether i should keep this blog...cos not really at mood of keeping it seem.....
Nvm i am getting used ler....
The more u get use to it, the more u can master it.
Don't care just live with it...that what my goal now...
cos the more u care,the more u hurt or even sad or even XXXX
Blog blog for wat sake leh????
i don get it even myself
I wanna go somewhere which i don't know where...funny isn't it...
i just know that if u don XXXX don XXX like u r. So XXXX
I don like this kinda of ppl...
no one is perfect i know that perfectly including me...but then don be so XXXXXXXXX.
Tuesday, September 8, 2009; 9:56 PM
Can you hear that crystal shoe are laughing?
I am dancing on the floor till my foot is bleeding.
I don't want to leave the limelight, however i still have to cause I am cinderella in disguise.
When the prince found out that She is fake, the prince will search the true one and leave the fake one automatically.
Understand why prince charming need to go through so much troubles to find cinderella??
Happiness is a nice words and everybody wants it but when you want happiness you got to pay for it.
Reading a Chinese novel now, I loved the story inside. How i wished the storyboard will happen on me and i am the female lead. Impossible isn't it?
Fantasy is nice and as beautiful as butterfly.
However, their life are short which meant it is nice but it won't happen in real life. You can dream but you cannot denied it.
But i still wish it will...cos that y i am still living...
Some things no need to be said but to know through heart. Speechless is so powerful than to explain.
Monday, September 7, 2009; 9:48 PM
Loner...Anti-social...Freak...
These words occupied my mind during the holiday.
I disliked holiday cause people will have things to do to keep themselves occupied whereas i have nothing to do but stay at home and read books that i borrow from the library.
Such a boring life,isn't it? I asked myself and i know the answer to it pretty well but there is nothing i could do. Reading fantasy book,hoping myself will be the female lead in it and lead a life like them. Ultimately, It is just impossible.
People will meet their fated one through life, which narrow down to people we met.
If you are working as an engineer, you meet engineer kinda of people. If you are working as a teacher,you most probably will meet another teacher. Thinking of that will lead to the harsh truth that fantasy will never happen. Is it possible that a very handsome guy will fall in love with an ugly girl or a normal girl?? I think it is impossible cause the fact is that when you are pretty,you will look for handsome guy so it is compatible. Otherwise betray yourself for the materialize things.
For this blog,posts have been written every now and then by me, however I know the harsh truth is that i am ALONE always. It might seem that i have many friend link, but in fact i link them, they never think of linking me cause i am nothing to them.
No one to go out with, speak to when i need, play with....No one....
Thinking of this, my heart cannot help but bleed. It is such a slow death that it is so much for me to bear. Wondering if it possible that miracle will happen in my life now for me to have confidence and hope in everything.
Holding a smile to my face and act cheerful but deep inside there is a pool of tears that i shred which allow me to be drown.
What i can do is nothing, but to write what i felt on blog and keep putting on a smile and live with it. I wanted to shout out loud that i felt so lonely and alone.
Pathetic isn't it??? I looked in the mirror and smiled.
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