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Monday, September 29, 2008; 11:54 PM
Nothing particular happening.....
Boring as usual....
Think i very lazy and i don wan to change.....
heardmany ppl now studying for next sems liao....
i still wathcing anime....
nvm...i won give up my fav just for that....
of course my chocolate too.....
eat quite a lot......
wakakakak....
nothin to blog actually......
Saturday, September 27, 2008; 12:19 AM
My lives is always boring so there is nothing to write about....
Might due to the fact that i do have much friend ba.....
Whatever the case,i try not to fill emo although think a lot of porblem too in my mind ...
haha...
I amlike so ke lian lo...wanna to eat tibit then fairprice near my house renovation nohting to buy,,,,my tibits....
I wanna tibit....
sian sian...no tibit i very ke lian....
watching cartoon and anime and do nothign ...lol...sian live horx...
Thursday, September 25, 2008; 11:54 PM
After rain each time...there will be rainbow....
I hope i can find the rainbow that belong to me....
HAha i will try to be happy and live with it although unhappy thing come but i will try to look positive...
Thign that are meant to be will be yours and thing that are not meant to be yours will never be yours even though u try hard to get it.....
I thinking a lot of thinking abt death and living and others haha...,.
Lot of thinking done and then see lot of thing that need to be seen in another perspective....
Wednesday, September 24, 2008; 10:30 PM
Crying is allow here??????
I hope i can fly to somewhere that i can cry out damn loud and then making use of my full voice and shout whatever i want.....
I am surrounded with all those.....
I am scared and i think myself is seriously worthless in your eyes.....
always treat me differently...why?????
Am I so different from my her???????
Feeling agony and miserable when i saw the treatment between me and her from you....
She is my sister who i am refering.
I feel like i can't even compared myself with her
Everything best asked her first...
Everything thing bad or required work asked me without asking her....
I am thin as you all know and then horx my sister was a little plump
then was liek cursing me to be fat and fat than her
then said she is more intelligent
more pretty and beautiful
skin complexion well etc
I know i can't hold a candle to her but then why want to make things so harsh on me....I know this is a reality but then why....
I don't want it...it make me such pathetic and see myself as nothing to be worth
I hate this feeling....
Am i really that bad????I asked myself although know is true but then i hope they won treat me so different ........
Labels: unfairness
Tuesday, September 23, 2008; 10:06 PM
Today i am so sad.....
Although said don wan to be sad...almost going to be so emo again like before....
luckily i mange to think positively.....
I want to live independently without relying on others
although i know i am weak which is a reaL fact.........
I am aiming for that...lol.....
haha nothing more to blog...so sian...lives is sian for me...
HAha nvm...
Thanks to those who help mi through for sure....in advance or wat...haha...
thanks you ge ge...one of those
Monday, September 22, 2008; 11:11 PM
Sunday, September 21, 2008; 11:06 PM
Feeling happy as i told myself not to be emo....
BUT WHY??????????
Why do i feel sad after hearing you two quarrel.....
I am trying to be happy as hard as i could by not thinking back and look forward...
Why do u need to make me have flashback about all those things that make me emo before......
I couldn't help but feel very sad....
Never mind i will try not to be as i sure will be happy someday and i don't want this day to be more far from me which compared to now....
Trying hard and hope to see result.....
Hei girl niu shen and ji nian ping...very nice i love these two songs especially......
Remind of sweet and sour ....
mean a lot to me......those two songs......
I am boring but not emo.....
Friday, September 19, 2008; 3:31 PM
Doing nothing always at home so sian....
ps for rejecting u to go to ubin which
haha i don really know how to ride a bicycle well...
dun wanna to fall down...wakakaka
hai eating tibits a lot hia...pimples walau.....
hai hai...sian....nvm...
haha good to find myself being lesser and lesser from feeling emo.....
i am happy...hahaha...
thanks for the concern ....
Wednesday, September 17, 2008; 9:54 PM
haha wat i do everyday is anime......Then horx watch cartoon then wat more funny is that more than so many ppl say i am childish,am i???????HAha feel very sian at home actually.........but nvm i okeis liao ....HAppy those days....as i am to be happy with who i am.....Haha i thinking of a lot of question those days......HAha i cometothink about lives very deeply..I thinking the person you meet is because of fate...those ppl may impact ur lives or color ur lives somehow....I think love relationship is by fate and then we fate they met and stead....Just as what i think....Fate and destiny are interlinked.....I believe in destiny which cannot be changed and fategive us two option to choose from to go to the evil or the bright I thinking that we are fated to lead this lives when we are first born...The name given is also fated....BElieve in recarnation and watever,,,believe them is correct to say that it is fated.....I believe so i believe.....
Tuesday, September 16, 2008; 9:54 PM
I like hei girl....
Haha got all her song....i like the niu shen the best.....
HAha...
Nothign particular just watching tvand anime and listen to her song.....lol...
today go shopping buy no of clothes...lol....sian
Something is wrong with mi ma...maybe but then who cares.....I hate it be myself....
Hey hey haha tell u somehting tmr i got result omg how how????
Monday, September 15, 2008; 11:41 PM
Those few photo taken from the barbecue with my classmates...lol...
Mostly went home liao onli left us.....haha...pathetic horx....
haha but then we have fun la....
Cant imagine after one night without sleep then i meet yu yun go museum walk and then till quite late...then go grandma house...but sleep early la....
But then today wake up early due to mother wake me up...omg never replenish my energy yet....
then go seng song walk then i carried so many thign without breakfast and the night before never eat lot leh....
Sleepy and tired nothing better to do ....
HAi but now although sleepy but cannopt sleep...babay brother go sleep la....pls...
Friday, September 12, 2008; 12:28 AM
I was thinking why the Cinderella want the Prince to find her so long. Taking her glass shoe to try on every girls to find her.... If Cinderella will admit it and tell the prince...save all these troubles for the prince That what i think at first... BUT THEN I think the Cinderella wanna prince to find her using the shoe to show that we all need to suffer from pain before finding true happiness so as to treasure it more....
Keep dreaming about fantasy lives that i want to live...know i being unrealistic but can't help ... That the way for me to meet my prince charming and then lived happily ever after so as to destress myself from this society... And also to have a wish or dream or a hope to live on...... That for the photo la.....
Another post about what i am going to write....
Eh....write about what leh...
Don't intend to write sad things or what as i wanna to be happy like before....
Wanna to achieve it...
no matter what...
Be comforatable with who i am......
HAha promises said are to broken anyway by one....
WOn blame u de..
.Like the song yi shi de mei hao say so...
Promise is nice but then it will went disappear with time passes... Labels: HOw Fictional i am?
So cute!!!
Good take right???
Nice sencenary
WOw be careful dun fall...
See the web and nice take too...
Yummy!!!wanan to share...kick off
Why staring me...KNow i beautiful la...
Group take come nearer and cheers
What up with them....Dun disturb me...
Swim swim...HOt weather
Leaves dry siao...hungry....
Photo from the last visit to zoo...only animals....
My photo not nice to put
Thursday, September 11, 2008; 12:35 AM
I been reading a book borrowed from the library.
It is a chinese book.
I read it twice time already as it was too nice.
The storyboard itself was so sweet that i can't stop imagine that me being the lucky girl.
So precisely i been dreaming those few days about being her and how fortunate to be her.
Haha...i like to dream of being who and who la....Can't help it..
Although know it was impossible but i just like to dream about it....
The book i reading....
That girl in it is very poor la but somehow got a scholarship that enter
a private school which only wealthy families attend.
Then because of her attitude she offended two very rich brothers
She did a lot of funny things and stupid things
Then she melts the two ice freezing heart of the two brother.
She being low in IQ do things in stupid manner like
she makeover a skirt by colouring it with a chalk....
SHe turns a pretty bad situation to a good situation...
The story was so so nice that i wishes that it will be true and it applies to me....
Wishful thinking horx.....lol.....
Wakaka think i am dreaming very far liao...
Never mind but i like it....
I cannot live without tibits and i surely cannot live without dreaming.
Dreaming is a way to keep me to live on....
When dreaming everything will be prefect and true....
Although knowing that nobody would be prefect....
I still wish to be prefect so i wish i am the nobody...heehee
Labels: About a book i read
Wednesday, September 10, 2008; 1:41 AM
wow i love this song a lot...too bad i don't have the mp3....
NOhting in pasticular today...
just htat i went for computer repairing in school....
HAha go there at 12 30 like that then stay till6 plus....
Wiht no one acc onli one book onli to acc myslef......solonely.....
omg.....
haha i amend it now as i found it...wakakka
Tuesday, September 9, 2008; 12:26 AM
Today i met with yu yun at lot one
together we went for the enrichment programme
at shisedo(ochard building)....
Numbers of things taught
but then if we master it
is another very good question....
lol....
I think i did not master it
but then nvm la....
matter is that we are having fun....
After that we went to eat
Then i bought a concealer from shisedo...
heart pain siao.....exp...exp....
Yu yun bought a clothes at bugis street as we went there after eating at tangs....
I bought a kitty black colour watch...super so cute...
We also got went to pray there .....
Then she accompany me to
west mall to buy things...
thanks you yu yun for accompany me
today for going there.....
Overall having fun there....
I spend a lot today...
can't believe it myself...
think overall about 75 plus altogether....
siao liao lo.....
Hey am i very childish????
I don't think so leh....
Haha but then i not sure leh....
so hai ignore it for now ba....
Haha quite happy
that i hear comments
that i am not emo liao
more happy and
more smiles on my face
learn to see lives more meaningfully
haha one of the comments.
another is i see thing more positive
wakakaka i achieve it.....
Thursday, September 4, 2008; 10:34 PM
Something lost means lost forever, it cannot be traced back.
I been living in the past for all this past one year,
which i regret a lot,
and then now i think it is such a stupid to do so.
I mean things that belong to me will return to me one day,
so why i bother so much for thing that it does not belong to me.
Thinking back it is such a stupid of me...
Although i can't say i can hundred percent
keep off the feeling of
emptiness,emo,sad,loneliness etc.....
But i can promised that i will not be as emo as before....
So what if i am lonely and alone...be it....
as long as i have myself it can liao.....
Nothing can stop you from being happy only myself.....
No matter how tough my lives is....
no matter how long others lives and
how it might seem to shine....
we live in the same wold and each make a different impact in people lives...
I live as who i am....
Monday, September 1, 2008; 8:24 PM
I have not been online fo quite a long time...not becoz i went oveseas hox...i have no money or that passport to pass through the checkpoint...I being quite emo this few days so i avoid to online; just in case i talk stange thing on msn again...this few days quite numbe of things happened....First i wnet with hui xiang,jun ming,pan peng,ching rong and kai fenf to walk the bidge which vey long....Then i went to the zoo yesteday....manage to get some geat photo but then wait till i manage the file then i upload it ba.....This few days i have the feeling that is like:LOST CANNOT BE EXPRESSED BY WORD
IT CAN ONLY BE FEEL
fEEL LIKE LIVING IN EMPTINESS
HEArT DIES A SLOW DEATH
SHREDDING EVERY HOPES LIKE A FALLING LEAF
TILL NOTHING REMAINS
NO HOPES
JUST MEANINGLESS
Now i have nothing to do at home as cant find job yet....
I now doing nothing at home....anime tv song cartoon is just what i do
Mushoom is growing liao
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