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Tuesday, April 29, 2008; 10:13 PM
Don't feel regret to anything in life,just give our best to everything.....
I just think i can't help but to agree to it totally....
Regret will not cause the things u regret to disappear into air but remain there bigger as it is than before....
I think i just to learn the fact that to live my life to the fullest is what i could do now....
EVentually,i hope for a changes but never mind everything would be okies with positive mindset....
Trying very hard to overcome the problem so that it would not be a problem anymore....
Sometimes we take things for granted,which what our human always does,and ended out overdoing it....
BUt the fault is that we never realised that at all....
NEvertheless,we knew it when someone told us.....but sometimes it might be too late.
Monday, April 28, 2008; 8:56 PM
haha,today my cca showcase....
Eventually,i wanted to join akido but then changed my mind and don't know what to choose.
Then i browse around at all the cca and was pulled by those groups to join a lot of cca..
Never mind i can be an active or inactive member....
Today i also attend a concert at sp...
The concert is wu jia hui wan...
The song was nice and the way he sang it is full of feelings...
Thought of buying his album but did not bring enough money....so sian...
I think the songs is nice,although there is not much sound effect or dancing etc,but it is a good concert.
I enjoyed it a lot....
Quite meaningful of his songs......
Haha, don really know what cca to commited to...lol
Labels: nice songs
Sunday, April 27, 2008; 11:02 PM
I don't know what am i doing really but i do agree that this is no pain no gain world...
No matter how hard we try torun away from this truth the more we are falling into deep holes of suffering.
Why is it a no pain no gain world???
Did anyone think of it......
Haha din't really know what i am saying ....
Just that the gain is not always follow by pain,and the pain does not necessary bring gain to one.....
It just get more and more tired of it after facing too much of these outcome...
One said that it is better to lose a lover than to like a loser.....
It make sense too,to me,alot ba.....
lol
Don't know why i suddenly said this also....
haha
nvm la
Just write untill here or not don't know what cracks might come out....
Labels: lol
Thursday, April 24, 2008; 12:21 PM
Don't really know what to write for my blog entry.
I don't have anything in mind to write it down to share,might be the cause of unable to adapt to changes.Therefore resulting in my attitudes towards everything changed.
What if i got internet,What if i have the things i want,So many what if i can think of but what do i really want,i don't know.
The sense of loneliness will not fades but blur my vision and lead to the deeper ocean without light to shine on.
The ocean is scary as the board of it were never be known and where can it lead you to,is unknown too.
With the current carrying,i might found things i want but also can get lost.
The dangers in sea is never be known,i never know what i would face after so much suffering.
Whatever it is,i hope it ends soon.
Please don't do this to me anymore.
It does not help but hurt really really deeper when i discovered the fact.
Labels: Whatever
Wednesday, April 23, 2008; 11:05 PM
Time really files so fast that by the time you turned back, eveything seem to change so differently that you don't know what to do.
Everything fades with times flies,THings lost is lost forever and cannot be taken back.
Although sometimes we recovered what we lost in the end, but we cannot denied the fact that we had lost it before.
Everythings changed and me myself is also changed.
I don't recongise myself more and more as it passes,somehow really lost track of who i am and what am i doing.
Never fail to feel that ways all the time and a sense of loneliness and sadness juse embraced me all the time.
Untill the day i lost feeling for all the things,this shall not bother me anymore.
The sea to sadness is very vast,without cleardirection,ones can get lost in it and never find the shore.
I really don't understand why is it so.
The ways one show its care and concern,responsibility and honesty fades as trhth reveals in the dimension of time......
Labels: fading
Monday, April 21, 2008; 4:45 PM
Thing might seen easy to get but in fact it is way too difficult to get it.
Taking what you think belongs to you is already wrong,as at the beginning it is already not yours.
Many things can seem very wrong too you,but to others it is perfectly right....
Whatever is the case,nobody is as happy as they are.
They may look from the positive side of view but the fact that they choose to neglect one side which will make them sad....
Running away might not be a good way to solve it but it will give you the pretended happiness for a moment rather than unhappiness all the time.
Things are lost through time and it cannot betaken back.
Things will be treasured when one thing is lost,we take things for granted and never reallyknowit.
But nevertheless,we are arigh to doso as everyone is doing so.
Nevermind,just ignore after looking it as i don't know what i am trying to say anyway....
Labels: anyway
Friday, April 18, 2008; 9:37 PM
I am regret for my choice and i don't want to feel regret for any other things again.
I regret for choosing poly rather than jc.......
I don't quite really feel comfortable in it.
The money required was also a huge sum from the start.
Firstly,I need to purchase a book which cost $45 for one module.
Secondly,I need to but another book which cost $42 for another module of my course.
Thirdly,I need to buy notes for course which do not require textbook.Trust me,it is not less cheaper than buying a textbook.
Lastly,i need to but a set of toolsets which cost $108.Where on earth am i going to get the money from??
I am puzzled whether or not to tell my parents.
Telling them does not make them have the money for me to buy the toolset but cause them to troubled about money.....I really don't want to cause troubles to them.
HOwever if i don't tell them,the money where to get it?
I really don't lnow to tell or not to???
I will regret anyway for both my choice........
so how...
very confusing
Labels: confusion
Thursday, April 17, 2008; 12:12 PM
I still not quite adapt to the style of poly life,it is so much different from secondary school.
First of all,my class people were all so quiet,especially the boys,did not even interact with them at all.
Second,the class was not united in a sense as we are scattered into different group and each group never communicate with one another.
Third,there is only three girls in our class.It is because it is an engineering course but i still feel quite relief as there is girl in my class.
Everything used computer to check and assigment all from there,so different...lol....
Already regret my choice but there is no turning back now and then......
Still remember the last time i said that interest can be cutivated but i think it is very difficult....
I regret for everything;why i don't want to appeal,why i remain stubborn and said that i can handle it.......
Interest can be cutivated,but it take a extre extra miles to do so for me....
Why is it so????
It is because i don't like electricity,circuit and physics at the first place.While the fact that my course need a science which is physics and not other science.....
Labels: regret for everything
Wednesday, April 9, 2008; 2:22 PM
Finally get to poly for my first orientation as i did not for any of the camp.....
so far so good at least i got to know that my class got three girls out of seventeen boys(that includes me)...
Got to know the two girls already lol...
Hope that my poly life will be great ......
Never mind just take each step wat lo...
my lecturer very wat leh....
I think quite rude and also i never get use to their style of reading and teaching...lol
haha....
Friday, April 4, 2008; 9:01 PM
Orientation for the poly is about to start...
I am so anxious,imagine i did not go for the camp for my course so i don't even know someone from the course....
I scared that i might not be able to mingle with the new classmates and adapt to the new environment.....
However,there is something i am more afraid to......It is finance...
In poly,everything needs money so i scared this will be a pressure to me...
I once again regain my confidence and stand on my feet to face the world,hoping for a new life,but something just occur to cause me to step aback.......
Hopes been placed on ones again but it disappeared soon.....
I really just don't know whether to take a step in front again,afraid of the fact that the same thing will occur again........
Nevertheless,I still hope for the better and wish that i can continue to carry the positive attiutude everytime.......
Thank for you,you let me feel not as lonely as before and cheer me up......
Thanks for everything and thanks for today accompanied me to West Mall for nothing......lol
But the window shopping was enjoyable...........
lol
And that someone too......
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