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Thursday, May 29, 2008; 8:27 PM
Yesterday, I do the IDEAS project with my team memebers till late at about seven....
The time when we went back from school looked so different from what it is in the morning....
Ha some photo up above...LAmr right take school for what but lol...nothing to write so wakakaka....
Want o watch anime as i liked to watch it but too bad not upload yet....wait for it ba....
Labels: lame again
Wednesday, May 28, 2008; 1:16 PM
Don't really know what to write for today....lol.....
Nvm i will try to talk about something anyway......
Let me think fora while........oh okies let me talk about whatever things i think of along the way.....
Wakaka just ignore thispost if you don't understand as i don't even know what i am writing anyway......
Think that there isnothing to talk about today as my brain is blank....lol.....
SO bye bye....hahaha
Labels: is LAME
Monday, May 26, 2008; 11:09 PM
So long never online due to the fact that my laptop is having some problem with the networking....
Just repair it today.......
Luckily never lost any dataor not i will have a hard time to do all the project and autodesk......
Thanks to the donation show,it have over 6 million dollars donation in total for the Sichun province.....
Their lives should get better which i hope so.....
All the undesirable fate pleasedon't toture them anymore....
They have lost more than enough......
JJ Lin song ai yu xi wang very nice and touching.....
I cried when listening,the lyrics was so sad and he wrote it specially for them when he heard the news....
Thanks for his effort, it brings light to the people......
I am okies la just sadfor the people and study wise shouldbe okies ba as i never really consider what is not okies......
Lokking forward to go for the classouting asi miss darwins A lot (hidayah,jessica,yu yun,keith and others too of course)
Labels: jiayou
Friday, May 23, 2008; 6:49 PM
today, i volunteer to help to raise fund for the sichun earthquakes.......
I not sure whether it got cip or not but who care leh.......i just feel happy to have help them......
Hope the fund i raise can help......
Thank and i got to know that in lives.... THere is cold and warm just a matter who u have meet....
I think that the case ba.....
THank to those who donate...really make a difference to them and jiayou.....
DO the best and hope it will be okies......
Cry for them but hope for the best for them, too
I did not do a lot difference but at least an little so lol....
Happy that i done a good deed.....
Labels: gd
Thursday, May 22, 2008; 2:29 PM
Time pass and go easily.
Without notice, you might not know what the happening will be in a few seconds.....
My heart just sank when i watched the news about china earthquake and myanmar cyclone...
Thinking of it, i just think that life is full of adventurous and unpredictable facts......
So many people died because of this natural disaster.....NObody to blame to but recalling that those young who die can grown up to be a successful person one day,it is really too sad....
ANd china never have earthquakes for more than 10 years, so sad....
Is it really neccessary to have natural disaster??????
heard from my friend and the new,i realsied that myanmar is a communist country.....and the government refused to accept help from others....
So pathetic la...i shred my tears for them seriously.......
HOpe that there will not be another earthquakes for chinaas there the experts who say will be one which is 6....
PRay to the heaven with all my heart to stop those thing as it is too unbearing for everyone to know that....
TSunami,earthquakes,cyclone,flooding so on and on....STOP pls
It is too sudden to take away so many lives
Labels: Cry for the ppl
Wednesday, May 21, 2008; 8:53 PM
In the greenhouse, the flowers do not feel the rain.
Outside the greenhouse,the flowers feel the rain and they grow under it.
THey are both flowers,which are more fortunate then one another. If only they could tal, what would they say?
I have nothing to write so see me writing question or quotes when i am lost ot point to write...
Think i write this before...lol.....
Nevermind
One more quote for today is
It is better to lose a lover than love a loser.Labels: NOthing to write
Tuesday, May 20, 2008; 11:17 PM
1)At what age do you wish to die?
Ans: NOt sure about that....Not that i can change...Resigned to fate and destiny ba....
(2)What do you wish to do on the weekends?
Ans: Sleep,watch tv or anime, betterdon go out as i tired la,rest better......
3)What do you want most now?
Ans: Be intelligent of course as now too stress for work got 10 out of 100... CANNOT NBELIEVE IT LA.... Brain grow faster leh...Brighter la pls.....
4)What do you want to be in the future?
Ans: Don't know yet....Never really think before....gd question but lazy to think......
5)Which one more dream you wish it would come true?
Ans: DOn have leh...Last time got but since get out of the distorted mirror
I am okies with everything n my life, as i don care basically...
Just hope to pass next time........Dishearted leh
6)What are you afraid to lose now?
Ans: Family and my hug dolls lol...Cannot slp without the bear,family surely cannot lost it...depend on it too much la Think nothing liao ba, After losing so many things so see the fact liao so nvm....
7)Would you confess to someone you love?
Ans: Nope really...as shy la..... will find out whether he love or me or not..... If yes then will say if not then watch them be happy then i will too The real love is not getting the person to love you back when they don't but see them live happily with somone they love...
8)How to make you fall for that other half?
Ans:won't do anything just watch from far as i think true love is not forcing the others to love you....
9)What the favourite line you like?
Ans:I like the line which say if you love something,set it free,if it was meant to be yours,it will come back.....
10)What the requirement for your others half?
Ans: Don't know actualy..... As thing will not turn out the same as you think it will..... The person u love most will not be the person who love you the most ..... and the person who spend their time with you will not be who u really love....
11)Hate most?
Ans: pests ba...but say onli don reallyknow how to prevent it...lol... betrayers etc ...don really have much as i am happy go lucky...don really mind la
(12)Cherish friendships?
Ans: I cherish it more than myself....willing to forgive what they do to me which is hurtful.....
as a gold which will not be melt after a srong heat come.....
13)Betrayed by friends?
Ans: have before but i forgive and forget...Now my best friend too...believe her never doubts at all should have chance for everyone as no one is prefect... for me, don more than three times la....BAsically i don care how many times wan i still forgive leh.... BAKA ight?
14)Most important thing in life?
Ans: don't knoe really...Why the question all so profound sia.... don't know la,i don't even have goals lo so early to talk abt life leh..... and most imptly lazy to think la.....
15)Acceptable age gap between the other half?
Ans: actually don mind la ....just don be 10 years older than me...as my mum and dad 10 years different so okies la stop there too...lol....
16)What do you want your friends to be like?
Ans: Just be who they are.....Don't want to force you all to change coz of my views... i neutral with everything....so watever la
17)What makes you excited?
Ans: don't know leh.....get gd marks without studying ba!!!!! NOT SUIRE LA........ SO DIFFICULT TO ANSWER LEH........ Maybe having some1 i love care for me ba......
18)Who do you love most?Ans: MY Mother and Father and Myself of course after discarding the ugly mirror.......
19)Who would you go to when you're feeling low?
Ans: My HUg Bear....HE gd he won't tell what i tell him...and willing to listen leh.... haha and he is cute and big enough for me to hug and cry lol..... EMO GO AWAY la,,,,,,,I don need you la,,,,,,HATE u in fact
20)Will you lie to your other half ?
Ans: Not sure don really know it as never encounter before....WHen i know then i rememeber then i changed lo......
TAG! YOURE IT!Shahera,andrea,yu yun,hui xiang,andrew,joanne,wendy...etc all darwins lo
Labels: tag u r in it
I think i never update my blog for a long time....
Nowadays i am very busy with school project and other activities....
Just a few days ago,i threw my temper to others due to none reason...lol....
So the meaning behind this is don't think i won't be angry,i will actually and i can be fierce if i wan to......
I don't understand what the teacher is trying to say....BUZZ,BUZZ so on and on....
Whatever la,don't understand la.....
And one thing i found out and now going to tell you all, i can't study without anyone accompany....I am an eye servant and also dependent of others.....
Haha....never mind lo got to accept it no matter what....
Long time not online but don't know what to write leh....
Let me think.....
Oh okies....thought of saying what i think of saying
WHat is true strength?
I think true strength is acknowledge what you are and have a positive attitude to it.
Never mind feel free to tag if you have other view....
You might think it that way but i don't think it that way....
Wakakaka sort of using this to say something haha....Figure out yourself ba...
Today i got mentoring interview with yu yun, jing ying......
Haha together in the same room being interviewed but don't know what to say...
Think i am talking lame thing again.....
What my weaknesses the people asked?
I replied i talked lame jokes always....haha funny to answer like that....
After that i apologised as i spoke too fast that the person cannot catch what i am trying to say.....lol
Just got back hokme and eatwhile blogging...haha...unhealthy habits don't try it...
Bad for digestion.....
Labels: whatever la
Thursday, May 15, 2008; 10:40 PM
I screwed up my presentation today,sian......
Today swimming lesson is tiring lol......
WE learn free style whichi already know lol....but nvm manage to get some frog style training from another coach,xin ying.....
Although i never master it but i am happy to have try the style before.
After the swimming lesson,i went to food junction at lot one with yuyun to eat.... She ate fried rice i eat japanese food....
SO little that i not even full....lol....
I thought of eating itas at school i wan to eat but never ....lol...
HAve fun today and angry some case today but nvm overall.classified nice la.....
HAha happy is shown liao....jiayou....i can do it......WAKAKAK
Labels: jiayou
Wednesday, May 14, 2008; 10:20 PM
I am red with fury today.....
My watch is being stolen....
First to begin with i never agree to lend my brother my watch and he took it to school without my approval.....
Secondly, he LOST it.....
ALthoughthe watch does not cost a lot but is just that the sincerity of friendship is present.
It is completely different then u brought a new watch....
What can i do,i just can suffer in quiet as my brother is protected by my parents...
I cannot even scold or what.....OMG
Nothing better to write la as busy with assigment...lol
Labels: OMG
Monday, May 12, 2008; 12:13 PM
I tried real hard to be who i am but it did not turn out as a success for me.
You might be wondered why i just can't get it right.....
Let me begin with by saying that i agreed totally with my friend who remarked me as a fridge myself......
I just cannot melt the cold within me,thus the ice just freeze hard in it......
I knew that wushu had tried hard to do that but sorry to disappoint you that the ice is still cold frozen......
I really appreciate what others did for me,i mean it.....
It just that i still can't find the key to let warmth reached me.......
However i will try hard to achieve that,since there is so many people cared for me as i can say......
All the tears and beeze,i hope you just can end soon for me to walk as smoothly as possible on the journey to success....lol....
whatever the case,what so ever(my favourite lines)...wakakaka.....
Just ignore it for a while,no matter how long or how short it is.....I manage to have happiness even through it is just a short while......
Treasure what i have
i knew it
but i set everything free
just to hope that they will come back to me
So as to show that it is truly mine to begin with.....
Support from external would reach me in time when time discover the truth to everything around me.......
I am not a sad or emo girl at the first place but past and world made me be one.....
The emo girl appeared during secondary three of mine,which i can remember.....
The changes is too huge for me to handle....
Without my noticed,I already start to reveal the truth of me for a little...
Although it is a short while,this is a great improvement or an achievement to me
Therefore,i will regain to my normal form when am not emo.......
Surely,one day i will not be her.....
I will crack the mirror and distorted it so as to not be the one who trapped within it.....
The brightness to it will come soon when one is awaken from the deep sleep of hers.....lol....
Labels: emo girl
Sunday, May 11, 2008; 8:54 PM
The days of mine was toopainful to be recalled........
I just knew that i am just a nobody who don't really know where i should be but wandering around in this world.......
Through all,i knew i should not be in this mindset but i just could not help it.........
Standing in the middle of cross section road,cars passed by fast without stopping and i still in the middle of the road without any idea where i should go.....
With no one advice and no one offering help,i am left there on my own to rely on......
Windy beeze surrounded me till my feet was shaken with cold....
The inner cold embraced me till it is too cold for me to handle...
Surrounded me with only loneliness and fear........
Lighting striked and thunder roared,This just add on to the fear i am facing in the beeze....
I scared of the cold darkness.....I feared the dark.......
Pouring myself with the cold rain,i am drentched till it was too heavy for me to continue my journey.......
Within the bottomof my true heart,i really can't take any wind anymore.....
I will fall down and stay where i am if really the wind strike me again......
Lonely is what i am and the feeling of it is unbearabe.....
No matter how hard i tried i just cannot help to feel the it again......
Cold wind and the deserted road as it looked like,please don't tolearate me anymore.......
I tried very hard to be happy in front of others but i am not myself and i am ever ready to be myself.......
The one i am,please don't hide from the reality;
Mirror reflects the way you are,Don' try to flee away from it as you are trapped deep within it........
Labels: flee high and away
Thursday, May 8, 2008; 10:48 PM
I started to get very afraid to go for a camp....
Sorry yu yun,i really wanted to go but i just afraid to go for it.....
I just can't get rid of the feeling that cause the bother in my heart which is too mixed up that i don't know what really bothering me.....
After telling you so much,I think you might find the reason to my problems while i am still missing in the dark.........
Things is always not as smooth but to me is too rough.......
Thinking that poly would be better gradually but is not that case,it became just worse......
The project got more and i am left with almost all the work to do....
Although some did help but to a minimum...........
Whatever the problems,i do not care....
The matter is that i am going to break down anytime as i know.....
Just a matter of fact is that,i am not who i am;and the real me is who i am when i am alone with my own reflection.......
Labels: real???/
Wednesday, May 7, 2008; 9:34 PM
WOW....
I am so blur today...
I mixed up today with friday,thus read the timetable wrongly...
The lesson suppose to start at 9 am but i reached school at 7 30 am,thinking that the lesson start at 8 am.
I misunderstood the lesson and wrote wrongly for the answer and got scolded by teacher...
I went to the wrong class for lesson so paisai lo....
Haha....sian is what i can describe my life as ba....
GEtting more use to the poly but not that well somehow...lol
but will work hard...hahha
Labels: wakaka
Tuesday, May 6, 2008; 1:00 PM
School is as tired as boring,which is usually that case.
Yesterday,i have my track and field club oreintation.Luckily,it is not a trial but games...
Got to run 400m etc lol...this counted game meh?????
NEver mind,the track and field club got one guy called pei xuan leh....
lol...
I thought i heard wrongly.....
He run pretty fast....
First to begin with,i really might not be ready to take up something yet which caused me to run away from it...
Due to past memory and watever is the case...
I really don't know wat to believe or wat to do,so i just stay where i am...
MEmeory can be cruel tome in some case...but see the fact of the things let it become more cruel...
HUmans have the tentative to follow with their own opionion which in turn causede people to feel sad about it.
YUp mi too is also a human,sometime i will do that too but the fact that i am hurt way far rather than doing this......
Feeling of mi,i really don know how to describ it but all the case is that i know it is there and i hesitated to face it and solve it......
A lot of error in it but never mind just a writing with nothing in fact as i no idea what i am writing anyway....
Labels: watever the case
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