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Friday, March 28, 2008; 7:58 AM
haha....i say i want to go for the camp....
In the end,I never go for it as i am sick.....lol
Feeling very very sick and bored at home,
What i do at home is watching tv or anime and play games.
I think it is going to increase my degree of myopia.......
I get very tired as i am 'stoning' at home now...lol
Hope the school starts early or even now,but if it starts now i may also hope for a change......
I prefer to stay in primary school or secondary school as i am familiar with it ba.......
Sometime changes is for the better but also for worse,
i think everyone hopes for the better,so do I......
It seems like my English never improved by a bit;sentence structure is still kind of singlish, and somehow my grammar is a problem too.....
Is reading books going to help????
It seems like it never helped me in it,isn't it???
Saturday, March 22, 2008; 6:44 PM
In the greenhouse,the flowers do not feel the rain.....
Outside the greenhouse,the flowers grow under the rain......
They are both flowers but if only they could talk,What would they say?
Sometime i am like the flowers in the greenhouse and sometime i am like the flowers outside the greenhouse,but actually which one am i?
The people around me give me hope and take away everytime as fast as they could,which led me to stand between both the flower situation........
But i like to stay in the greenhouse rather than outside the greenhouse;this also means i would lose my freedom and independent......
Even knowing that i wish to be the flowers in the greenhouse,maybe i had have enough f those independent-which lead me to sadness-soi choose that option.....
I realy love to be the flowers outside the greenhouse but i am fear to explore the world and face the world......
I know that facing the world is unavoidable but i really wish i can just escape it somehow.....
So what would you say about these two flowers?????
Labels: greenhouse......
Wednesday, March 19, 2008; 12:19 PM
God is fair to everybody.
No matter how you think is so unfair,it is still fair;as god use another way to make up the unfairness.
It is just a matter of you know it or not-appreciate it-lol.......
Ypu may not know how bless you are,but others will see you as you are bless with everything.
This is because human is greedy of what they have,everybody does.
No matter how hard we try,it is difficult to avoid to have some of it.............
Of course there is cases of people who is open-minded;which is very less......
It just a matter that you must look on the bright side,lol....
sometime hard for me to..lol
Labels: Fair
Saturday, March 15, 2008; 5:25 PM
I really starting to get very tired about everything...........
I thought that i have the chance to retake English,but i am wrong about it.
My parents do not have the money to pay for the examination fees so i think i have to face the fact that i do not have a chance to retake......
I just feel so disappointed about this..........
My mobile phone line is also being terminated so i cannot answer or dial people,this includes sending sms to others too............
I just think that i am being caged and have no business with the world outside............
I say so because my telephone line,same as my mobile phone,is being terminated.......and i do not have internet connection at home............
so how do people connect me??????
Really don't understand why i must face this problems............
I need to save for poly,which is impossible but still i must try to do it.........
I am ot looking down on them but in fact;i really think that they do not have money to pay for my poly fees etc.....
you can't miss what you never knew you had
but for me,
i never had before so i will not miss it.
However,i wish that everything will be fine and i will have the chance to miss it.
If my line is not back yet,i think
all my friends are forgetting me sooner or later;i don't want to be alone and i hate to be alone........
To cause trouble to someone is very painful
and i am not been able to caus troubles anymore.....lol
The love of the people who have their precious things taken away hurt a whole lot more............
I really cannot tolerate it anymore,i mean if the problem get worse or the burden on me get heavier,i going to break down very very soon..........
Labels: Heavier
Sunday, March 9, 2008; 4:28 PM
I am down wth a flu today and it causes me to sneeze from this morning
to the evening..........
My nose is so pain and red due to the sneezing.........
My family play manjong today,i join in......
While i am playing,i am sneezing all the way.....lol
Then i go online to check and do something...........and then my update my blog.........
I really cannot stand my younger brother......
He is already thirteen years old but behave like a five years old kid.........
He was playing computer games and i need to use it for a while,he refused to give me and was making a lot of action to prevent mefrom using...E.g flashing the torch on me,shaking the chair,hit my hands etc
I really felt so annoyed,i mean i am doing something more important than him;he does not let me use it for more than 5 to 10 minutes.While he plays the games fromtwo in the afternon till now..........
So wat...i really cannot stand him.........
HOpe god bless him with the intelligent to think more maturely...........
Don be like that next time............only let others hate you only..............
Labels: hate it
Saturday, March 8, 2008; 5:44 PM
Life is what happens when you are busy making plans.
Whatever happens,whatever changes along the way,everyone has a choice.
And that is not a curse;it is a blessing.
Everybody has a life that changes every second,no one can stop it from changing.
If you are stubborn and try to stop it,
you will suffer by unable to adapt to the changes.........
Time may be a great healer;
it is a lousy beautican too.......
Time waits for no one,everybody has to put the burden down and run for the goal in life.
Even in love,we should look forward for the better and not the past.
The opposite of love is not hate;
it is indifferent.
If you hate the one you love for breaking up,
that means you still care........
This also means that we still have not let go........
Starting a new beginning of life refers to challenges too.
New challenges will lead us to somewhere better.
I hope for the better in life with a new begining.
Whatever it is,to face it,is the way to do in life...........
Labels: life
Friday, March 7, 2008; 11:09 PM
Everything seems to be against me.I mean who would be so unlucky like me.Firstly,i requested for the singpass to apply for the CPF AES and then i got to know that the singpass issued to me is wrong.Secondly,when i proceeded to the bank to verify my thumbprint for the GIRO form,the bank-teller filled in the form wrongly. Thirdly,i dropped my mobile phone on the floor again.lol Due to my carelessness.HA quite unlucky for me today..........But i learned something meaningful today which is:
A butterfly struggles out of the cocoon,
gains it strength to soar in the sky and to be beautiful.
People sometimes need to overcome the difficulties in life
so as to gain strength for them to be stronger,
and therefore making the life more beautiful.
No matter how tough the world may seem,
there will certainly be some places that is suitable for one to stay......
Butterflies may lead a short life but their lives are always beautiful than others.
The stages they go through within the cycle show that everything is destined to change,
it may be for the better, or the worse.
Nobody knows;only the future holds the answer to it.
Labels: lol
Wednesday, March 5, 2008; 1:23 PM
Upon receving the enrolment package,i was happy but also sad....
When i opened and viewed through the form and everything,my heart sank........
Thinking of the bills and everything needed to be paid,I wondered what to do......
I tabulated the total amount needed for the medical check up and other things,it came to my dismay that it is over 200 dollars.....
Breaking the news to my parents,they started to worried about how to settle the money......
I really felt so depressed when i saw them worrying about all these things.....And i started to realise that i cared a lotfor the house,although i did not want to......
I really didn't know how i could manage the life of poly after knowing that it cost so much just for the enrolment.....
The burden on me increases again till it is so hard forme to handle.......
Trying to run away from it does not help,i knew it,but i choose not to face it........
A teens life should be carefree but mine isn't.....I wish mine is but too bad is not the case.......
Tears just rolled down automatically when i think of it.........
God gives me this barrier to overcome in life since my youngest brother was born.......
I started to lose confidence in overcoming it,sometimes i broke down.......
I wished god would be more kind to me now by clearing away this barrier for me as things was getting more and more out of my hand to handle............
May god bless me and help me through it............
I reallydon't know what to do about it already,may a spark of light appears in my world.....
Labels: emo again
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