Never really think that I am the one who is being the moron here....
I am the one who resist everything and cause harm to myself...
It is all about my choice and decision...
Really like fantasy and love story cause they are super nice and mostly with pretty good happy ending...
In life, it is not always the case...
I admit that I been lying to myself since this day that i know what I did wrong...
So naive and stupid to remember that this might not be the case for all but then it is not...
The truth is the fact..
NOthing will ever change cause this is what it is to begin with...
Hoping there is improvement in my relationship with my family, friend and the person i like...
However the person i like don't like me and have many girls surrounded him so erm i cannot do anything about it ler but then try to let go bit by bit...
Tiring so tiring i wanted to give up and then feel like i miss out lots of things out in the blue...
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