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Monday, July 27, 2009; 10:15 PM
Drenched in the torrential rain... Feet is wet and heavy.... Tears welled up on my face but i hid with a smile... How does it feel like to be able to smile happily, i have long lost this feeling.... Wishing...Hoping... does it exist??? Miracle would not happen at all....so does fairy tales... It is silly and naive for one to believe in those cause they are not there and forever won't be too... Do you think life will end as happy ending or like what drama seem to be showing??? The answer is a definite No....
First of all, when you have are poor..do you believe u will marry some one rich??? erm thnking it is impossible..okies let say if there is do you think it will last....there a huge gap u see... Even the guy don't mind do u really think u can get over with this with the family families or relatives???
Secondly, do u think when u are alone and then when u wish or pray fairy godmother will really exist??? haha it is just so ridiculous...
what i want to say is that life is harsh and not fair always... don't u ever think is fair cos it is never fair... do u think everybody is born which fair lives nope is not....some born in silver spoon while some not.... hate the harsh world... sometime felt so tired till i was wished to be alone in my own world and do what i want... Never want to grow up... like i say 18 is not sweet it a beginning of larger responsibility and hurt and tears... Blog for what...how i know cos nvm...i don't want to face the fact that i am XXXXX. Whatever it is, it have changed for the worse.... X XXX XXX XXX XXXX XXXXXXX.... X XXXX XXXX XXXX XXXX XX XXX XXX...
Tuesday, July 7, 2009; 9:20 PM
I can't really describe what i am feeling.
People said 18 is the starting of a new chapter of a life and also a beautiful life, but i doubt so.
To me, 18 is just a starting of bigger responsibility.
Face the fact, the life is not a bed of roses.
Sometime each footsteps seem to be heavy and hard to move forward.
Drifting us further form the mindset when we are young or we once had, it make us change.
Whether it is for the better or the worse, it is up to individual.
Nobody is perfect but then we seem to be looking for a perfect person. How contradicting it is.
I wanted to go to the beach, to feel the sea breeze and leaving small footsteps behind the sand.
Let the wind take away all the doubts and every unwanted things.
Let the sea take away all the troubles like how it create ripple.
Raining in my heart ...
Thinking and doubting whether i will be able to see rainbow after rain.
Saturday, July 4, 2009; 12:42 AM
FInally,relax time.....
It had been a week since i last blog.
A stressful week indeed,each day is occupied with one examination,with the mindset of studying hard to pass the examination or to get good grade.
It is just so tiring cause even if you don't want to study,You will be forced to do so,due to pressure from the external.
Afterall,i would not say that i did put in a lot of effort cause i was actually playing and relaxing rather than really stressing for it.
I also cannot deny the fact that a minimum effort have been put in.
Wishing for something deep inside my heart. Hoping for it to happen.
oh i forgot to mention that my aunt have given birth toa baby boy during the exam period.
Baby is indeed so cute,however the process of giving birth is so scary or painful i would say.
After giving brith, you still need to suffer cause there is a lot of food cannot be eaten. THey also cannot bath after giving birth.
Not nly this, take care of baby is so tiring. Every three hours wake up to feed the baby, imagine that you are so weak and you cannot even have a proper rest,it just so pathetic.
However, when you see the baby is delievered, you just cannot hide a mixed feeling that is reveal inside of you.
More motherly ones have become and also the feeling of happiness between the husband,the baby and the wife is so overwhelmed.
Mother is so noble i shall say, giving without asking for any return in their life for the family and worrying about every single problem that arise.
Everyone deserves to be happy, it apply to everybody regardless you are poor or ugly or pretty etc.
You should be proud if you are poor, it was because you learn much more thing than those who are rich. If you are not poor, there will not be rich people. IF no one is ugly, there will be no one in the world that are pretty.
NO matter how poor or how pretty or how ugly your are, your inner beauty which is the heart alwaYS shine the brightest from you.
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I am 18 this year.
Waiting for Santa- Presents to me on 1906!
Study in Singapore Polytechnic currently
I Like:
♥Family
♥Novel
♥Anime
♥Drama
♥Cartoon
♥Tibits
♥Dreaming
I Dislike:
♥Thunder
♥Darkness
♥The real world
♥Fake people
♥Emoness
♥Betrayers
♥Unfairness
♥Examination
♥Evil
Dear Santa, get these for me!
Cravings
Explore the World
Happiness!
New Shoes
Confidence
Score well Good GPA
Fame, Beauty, Fortune
Cheerful
Wisdom
Learning Japanese
Meeting my "HIM"
To be my real self
Have all dream coming true
Princess
I want to be
Cinderella
Crystal shoes are laughing,
Birds are chipping.
Who is the one and only girl???
Answer reveals when ones wear the crystal shoes.
My heartbeat is pumping hardly yet the charming prince never notice.
Pray to the shooting star,
Please remember me!!
Till blood flow profusely out from the crystal shoes...
Enduring all pain hoping to touch you
Cutting my feet just to meet you.
I am Cinderella in disguise,
Believing in miracles will happen.
I am Cinderella in disguise,
Prepare for the ball and shine for you.
I am Cinderella in disguise,
Using lie just to win your precious smile.
I am staring at you always.
I am spining and dancing non-stop. Hoping you will remember the best of me
Until the clock strike 12 midnight
I am running against time
When it strike 12 midnight,
Magic disappears,how cruel the fact is.
Without the crystal shoes,
I am nothing.