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Sunday, March 29, 2009; 2:10 PM
Bought two tubs of ice cream which are 1 litres each.
One favor is chocolate and the other is chocolate chip mint.
I finish it in one day...
yummy i love ice cream..
世上只有一位灰姑娘，只有她才可以被王子爱上，
其余的都是假冒的，
用欺骗得到的喜欢只有那么短短的一瞬间而已。。。。。
等王子一发现，他会毫不犹豫的从她身
边离去，继续去寻找真正的灰姑娘。
我仿佛是假冒的灰姑娘。。。。
孤单是一个人的懦弱，
我虽懦弱。。。。但我不会让别人因我自私而被影响。
心如所预期的一样，盼望已没意义。
我以前的想法是错的，真的不会有我想象中那样美。
事实是残酷的，事事不能两全其美，所以我别无所求。
我知道会是那么一回事了。
孤单并不可怕，时间久了，孤单会便成喜爱。
我不知道我能不能让自我走出但我知道无论如何我还是我，不会因孤单而影响决定。
在舞会盘旋着，我终究会有自己的属于。
我会尝试不压抑自己。
愿我身旁的人，无论是周围的人或是陌生人，都会是真正的会姑娘。
不需要拥有世界才是幸福，幸福其实很简单。
但我们往往会看到自己得不到的东西而忽视自己所有的。
在分享自己所有的东西时，我们有时会忽略那人的感受。
Saturday, March 28, 2009; 12:23 AM
Past is conquering me.
I know it very well that is why that hold me from moving on.
The me now i have changed but then deep inside i have not.
people said that i been hiding my inner self inside me but i really don know what to do.
I don't dare to express and then to really express my inner self cos it might not be one i recognize or too depressed or what....
i am lost i have not idea what i wanted....
I blame myself for my selfish and everything that are wrong and all those.
I being direct cos time is what they lead u to nicer place and i wish for everyone too.
Don wan any chance to lose by...
i don't know wati am saying i just know i am very =x....
i don know the feeling like heart sad sad de but not sad i don know la.....
i don know how to overcome the past and the situation to beat myself and then to move on....
guess maybe i will be like that or wat....
i cannot face myself with my own heart cos it just have an undesirable feeling of empty and erm sad and watever la.....
Friday, March 20, 2009; 5:15 PM
Omg...
I was ging to write down how i pass the day bafter watching the movie...
traumatise by it that i never sleep whole night...gaming then see movie then read book veyrhting whole night canno tslp...haix...
i don have he habit of slping at afternoon or wat...cannot slp although eye damn tied but brain veyr the awake and alert....=x
an hrox today i go see doctor cause i got eye infection...walau siao...
eye infection now swollen de so pain siao...wawawa
Tuesday, March 17, 2009; 10:22 PM
Under the influence of twilight.
I love twilight..omg i can't help to really stop thinking about the book...i love it...
erm today i never go to eat with pp so sorry....
then i go walk walk around alone lol...
erm felt like going to walk alone is also quite okies ba....
mood still rate quite okies lol
Monday, March 16, 2009; 8:35 PM
I don't know how to describe my feeling; however I can say I am mood less.I felt like I am worried or depressed about something but I don't know what it was.I felt so mood less. I don't felt like doing anything at all. I don't feel like going out, surfing net or doing anything.I just felt so depressed and I have no idea why.I won't cry although I felt like to.I am totally lost; I really don't know the direction.Losing my way in the mist.Positioning myself at the edge of the cliff. Wanting to fall and wanting to survive.I don't see any hope at all.I have totally given up on believing something that would never happen.Unless I see it or not I won't believe in it.I try hard to believe in it and to really appreciate lives and what it give and take, but why do you have to make it so difficult for me. Fairy tales there is always a happy ending,
but for lives there is no happy ending at all.
Even if there is, it will never ever happen on me.
Speechless...However, this might just be a point of view of mine when I am depressed.I might just forget about it after some time and believing in fairy tales again.After all, I am always surrounded by cartoon, anime which is always somehow having a happy ending.That it for this post, I don't want to blog further. No mood=x Ice cream, chocolate, lollipop etc tidbits, I am coming for you...You all never fail to accompany me when I am depressed or elated.
Thursday, March 12, 2009; 9:20 PM
I am confused with my life and my track. I do not know why i am being indecisive and i don't even know why I just cannot do thing the right way.
Feeling is down and having the urge to indulge myself with chocolate and ice cream and lollipop,but i don't know what actually i am feeling. I cannot really describe it but then just felt down but for no reason. It might be the fact that i try to avoid my inner feeling and put a strong front. I have no idea what i really want and i don't really understand myself.
Nevertheless, I try to put those feeling somewhere which i cannot even reach up to haha...
I don't even know what i am thinking and then i not sure what i want.
tried of thinking about it so i just ignore it lol...
Wednesday, March 11, 2009; 8:53 PM
Thing had changed much since then.
To start with, I went for my skating lesson and something never changed is my weakness in sport.
Sort of like having curse for sport, erm don really do well in sport for any sport actually.
AFter that i have a small chat with yu yun and she told me that i have changed in term of atiitude..
haha i know la as the me which is ins econdary school don really interact with ppl...alway me a lne and then like nobody notice me that i am in the class...
haha erm change from the external not internal ba...
thing seem like that but don really like that...
wat i mean is i can be happy but then i can not be happy actually.
i can seem change fromthe anti social to now but then it may not the case...tired of it and everything haha...
really no mood for anything
lol
quite sian nvm then ...
Tuesday, March 10, 2009; 12:03 AM
OH today i went to lot one with pp and hx to see marley and me...as that wat i wan to watch lol....oop sound like little bit that unreasonable but not onli me horx they also wan watch de....haha i got the full collection of twilight books....erm first book twilight my sis have it..the rest like eclipse,new moon and breaking dawn...hx bought for me....erm quite ps actually...Not in mood of blogging and not in mood of online actuall....but then haha i also don know why....Eddie miss u...taiwan indeed will be fun have ur family and eveyrthing....will miss u de....haha it is fun before u leave....everyon drinks coffee got stomachache so cute....haha quite fun ba....frm that movie the ending statment....dog is the one which can be ur friend and be with uif u love him it willl love u back...they don care about ur finanacial or looks or wat...they love u ....quite nice the show...marley is SUPER cute
Wednesday, March 4, 2009; 9:10 PM
Today skating was so fun and so hard...
I don't really catch the lesson well as i can't overcome my fear of falling down...
and indeed i did fall down...
After that i said goodbye to yu yun and part from school as she got mentoring thing to discuss...
I met hui xiang at yew tee as he said he had thing to pass to me....
It kept me in suspense what it is actually as he said you will know it when you come...
and i am so surprised...i said that i wan to read the book and he bought for me...
i was like too elated and that kind of feeling was hard to say...
i am really happy but then on the other side i felt a little of feeling which is like hard to describe...
but i will try to phrase in words as i don wan to make any regrets....
i felt like i am so sorry to him i mean he did treat me pretty well which i cannot deny and people around me can see too...
erm overall like for all he did for me...
i appreciate his doing but all i can say is thx and others...which is like so unfair to him...
that my thought for it....
but then i really like wat he doing for me and i really felt so thankful that i have him...
really and thanks really.....i am smiling ...yeah
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