I always tend to make careless mistakes without any fail.
"Am i really so blur?",I asked myself this question but this answer would never be known.
Whatever the case, I am comfortable with who I am.
I don't intend to have myself change just for the sake of other sarcastic comment on me.
I am me, I don't live for other but for myself; as long as i like myself and like what i am doing, it would be completely fine.
Tears and sadness took me once and i really got the feeling of that it is so much to bear that i don't wish to fall back again.
However, with this kind of circumtances i am in, I will surely break down sooner or later.
What is happiness?
I have not thinking to it.
Maybe a smile can be consider as happy and so i conclude i am happy.
Am i right to say so?
Confidence is what i lack but then where to i gain it once again; I am lost and slowly losing myself.
Grabbing what i could just to keep myself from being blown away by the strong wind.
Torrential rain beat dowm and drenched me till I have difficulties to walk, as more i am standign in the rain, the more heavier my footsteps seen to be.
Anything that happend along the way are obstacles that hinder your steps but the stepping stone to the top of the hill is very steep for me to climb as much more strength needed.