One more post for today ba i think as that post is about ndp 08 nothing much lo.......
As usual,i still hate poly lives.
ANd still got the feelign that just started poly and
i can't find myself get into the circle of it.
And i just feel so sad and so empty which i cant help it lo.....
Already facing so many stressful things at home and at poly,
i don feel like going home or going to school but then
I force myself to go as i promise you that i will try to do my best in studies.
I try very hard not to be emo no matter what happen and
how hard the poly lives have put me to
and i put a smile everytime alhtough
i feel so much and wan t to cry.......
At home I feel so stress feel like
less warm but more noisy and more cold...
feel so much to run away but then i hold on to it.....
I feel so stress and
haha today u ask mi to go study at mac with others....
I feel quite happy as i get to be relieved from stress or wat at that moment of time....
I feel so nice to be with u all
although actually we not studying la
but then i feel so happy lo.....
I means sitting with u all,
i feel so comforatble and
i no need to be mind of what i say and what i do
and i feel that i not stressful with other thingy lo......
I ge to put down my stressful thingy aside lo
so i like to study with u all a lot....
SO sorry that i being not mindful abt wat i say
and everything la
as i just feel happy that i get to release some stress
but then seem bad to me now
so nvm liao...kk....then ...
thq and sorry