I don't understand the fact that I am feeling so depressed.....
Nvn i don't wish to brought it up, just let it go ba.....
I don't know whatto write as i got lots to say but then i don't know what and how to say.....
I mean I felt so useless and think that i am a thorn in everybody flesh and wat so ever la.....
The feeling of just started have not kicked off yet and then i felt so lonely lo......
I mean like seeing a lot of peple walking pass you but then you are lost in the crowd......
No one to offer help and no one to approach, the passer-by just bumped into your shoulder and walked away without saying sorry; it was like I am invisible or i am too small to make them noticed me.....
Feeling so stress and those days moodnot that good....losing temper always without my notice...so horx don't try to mess with me this few weeks or not you sure will suffer lo....just an advice onli can choose to ignore......
Today swimming lesson finish with me improving, I ate with yu yun in school after that...
Eating KFC, Can't believe myself lo been eating three days fast food lo....i think so la but not that sure.....
I don't understand everything that happrns now and i feel so strange and painful....
I smiled everyday in front of others so as to mixed with them....
No matter how close, we are still far apart...wakaka so actually i feel so much to eb sad but then make a smile....Fake right ?????