Any kinds of personalities could be seen in poly lives.
Meeting a lot of people with different attiutde and styles of doing things, I don't really adapt to their style but then no choice but to follow.
I felt that i am lacking behind seriously and I seriously think that I am an eye-servant.
Today I felt so depressed that i felt like crying but tears were too dried to be shred.
I am bothered by the fact in my lives and i just think that my belonging here is treated invisible gradually and i don't like it.
All of my best friend are forgetting me, I hate that and I don't want it to be that case; I hope things will remain as before and stay the same with time passes although it is impossible, I dream that it would happen.
Memories is past but then i tend to live in it which cause me to remain where i am without progessing.
Finding true self back is so difficult that you will give up searching or lost while doing the search.
Finding winter a cool place to stay and summer a hateful place to stay.
Finding the sea a vast place with uncontollable wave which carries ones to somewhere they don't know.
Hope that i will be carried to some place better by the sea waves.