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Thursday, June 26, 2008; 11:42 PM
Why do I live in this world?Am i born to suffer?Why am i being treated as invisible by almost everyone although i tried hard to let them notice my presence?Appreciation is always lack for what i do,Why?Am i a thorn in everybody flesh that they don't ever want me to appear in front of them?
I am lost in the fog completely,losing all the direction and don't know where to go.I feel like i am in the fog which i am standing at the top of the cliff about to fall if i tried to make another move.And looking down,I only can see the bottom is surrounded with darkness.
The raindrop is coldand the force is strong,the more it land on me,the more i feel that i am not belonging to the world.My heart is bleeding and the blood is dropping downlike raindrops that flooded my heart till it is too hurtful to take anything.
My world is completely different from what teens world should be.There are many doors insight i can see but then all are shut tightly that i can't see where to head to.Seeing teens having their fun and everything,i am green with envy,that what i can do and nothing else.Iwanted to make a different in my life but then the more i tried the more i feel sad.All the tears i shred is accumalating and the feeling of crying is nice as it help to destress but then icried till the tears is becoming lesser till i seldom cry to be less emo.
I can't recongise who i am anymore,i despise myself and i hate the world it giving all the stress and problem.Ill-fated fate stick with me and i don't want that,I wan the power to break through them too but then i can't evenr aise my strength for simple things.
Just now going to seng song with family after coming back from swimming with yu yun.When i am swimming with yu yun,I chat with her about a lot of things,i feel much more well when i am going out with my family to buy grocery although i paid for my own stuff and everything.Is likei long time never go out with them liao and etc so i feel strange and some mixed feelign when tagging along and i began to think about other things.
I thinkthat i am hate by everyone and i don't deserve everything in this world.I am born to live with meaningless aim and suffer like i am now.The future seem so closed to me which it is too dark to continue.
I am 18 this year.
Waiting for Santa- Presents to me on 1906!
Study in Singapore Polytechnic currently
I Like:
♥Family
♥Novel
♥Anime
♥Drama
♥Cartoon
♥Tibits
♥Dreaming
I Dislike:
♥Thunder
♥Darkness
♥The real world
♥Fake people
♥Emoness
♥Betrayers
♥Unfairness
♥Examination
♥Evil
Dear Santa, get these for me!
Cravings
Explore the World Happiness! New Shoes Confidence Score well Good GPA Fame, Beauty, Fortune Cheerful Wisdom Learning Japanese Meeting my "HIM" To be my real self Have all dream coming true
Princess
I want to be
Cinderella
Crystal shoes are laughing,
Birds are chipping.
Who is the one and only girl???
Answer reveals when ones wear the crystal shoes.
My heartbeat is pumping hardly yet the charming prince never notice.
Pray to the shooting star,
Please remember me!!
Till blood flow profusely out from the crystal shoes...
Enduring all pain hoping to touch you
Cutting my feet just to meet you.
I am Cinderella in disguise,
Believing in miracles will happen.
I am Cinderella in disguise,
Prepare for the ball and shine for you.
I am Cinderella in disguise,
Using lie just to win your precious smile.
I am staring at you always.
I am spining and dancing non-stop. Hoping you will remember the best of me
Until the clock strike 12 midnight
I am running against time
When it strike 12 midnight,
Magic disappears,how cruel the fact is.
Without the crystal shoes,
I am nothing.
Explore the World
♥Darwin Blog
February 2008
