My lives is as boring as that there is no happening at all.
What i do everyday is that eat,watch tv then sleep.
It is too peaceful that i can get tired with lives.
Whatever the case,i think my lives is too plain.
Haha plain lives might be good as i thought but the more plain it be the more i feel like running from it.
Seeing other lives full of vibrant and color and activities,i envy them a lot.....
Thinking why can't i lead a lives like them too but then i think is pretty difficult to that stage now.
Is like you are running for a competiton on a track till half way and you can't possibly run abck but to keep myself from running forward no matter how it is in front.........
Vibrant lives is what people said when their lives is full of activities.
One say that we should live our lives to our fullest but to me is that there is no fullest in my lives yet and for now.
Haha hope that things might change for the better and that miracle will happen in my lives so as to make my dream come true and lives to the fullest.
I cannot feel the warm around but then i can see that warm is around for people i know....
Why i feel so,i also don't really understand why but true is that i am not alone.....
Loneliness might be the best partner for me,shoukd i think so?????
Hope for the better and hope that thing might change for me for the better...
IS there really such thing as one day from crow turns into phoenix,if there really is,i hope my lives can be something like that too.
No matter how big the changes is i will hope for it to happen,as i think it is for the better and not the worse...
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