Upon receving the enrolment package,i was happy but also sad....
When i opened and viewed through the form and everything,my heart sank........
Thinking of the bills and everything needed to be paid,I wondered what to do......
I tabulated the total amount needed for the medical check up and other things,it came to my dismay that it is over 200 dollars.....
Breaking the news to my parents,they started to worried about how to settle the money......
I really felt so depressed when i saw them worrying about all these things.....And i started to realise that i cared a lotfor the house,although i did not want to......
I really didn't know how i could manage the life of poly after knowing that it cost so much just for the enrolment.....
The burden on me increases again till it is so hard forme to handle.......
Trying to run away from it does not help,i knew it,but i choose not to face it........
A teens life should be carefree but mine isn't.....I wish mine is but too bad is not the case.......
Tears just rolled down automatically when i think of it.........
God gives me this barrier to overcome in life since my youngest brother was born.......
I started to lose confidence in overcoming it,sometimes i broke down.......
I wished god would be more kind to me now by clearing away this barrier for me as things was getting more and more out of my hand to handle............
May god bless me and help me through it............
I reallydon't know what to do about it already,may a spark of light appears in my world.....
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