I really starting to get very tired about everything...........
I thought that i have the chance to retake English,but i am wrong about it.
My parents do not have the money to pay for the examination fees so i think i have to face the fact that i do not have a chance to retake......
I just feel so disappointed about this..........
My mobile phone line is also being terminated so i cannot answer or dial people,this includes sending sms to others too............
I just think that i am being caged and have no business with the world outside............
I say so because my telephone line,same as my mobile phone,is being terminated.......and i do not have internet connection at home............
so how do people connect me??????
Really don't understand why i must face this problems............
I need to save for poly,which is impossible but still i must try to do it.........
I am ot looking down on them but in fact;i really think that they do not have money to pay for my poly fees etc.....
you can't miss what you never knew you had
but for me,
i never had before so i will not miss it.
However,i wish that everything will be fine and i will have the chance to miss it.
If my line is not back yet,i think
all my friends are forgetting me sooner or later;i don't want to be alone and i hate to be alone........
To cause trouble to someone is very painful
and i am not been able to caus troubles anymore.....lol
The love of the people who have their precious things taken away hurt a whole lot more............
I really cannot tolerate it anymore,i mean if the problem get worse or the burden on me get heavier,i going to break down very very soon..........
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