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Friday, February 29, 2008; 10:26 PM
Some might think that having a birthday at 29 of feburary is bad,
as you only get to celebrate every four years.
But for me,i think it is quite fortunate to have a birthday fall on 29 of feburary.
As you all know,my family seldom remember or celebrate my birthday,
so if my birthday come only once every four years
my parents would remember it ba....lol I hope so.......
A time to wait,a time to celebrate,what would it be like......A mixed feelings ba
Who knows how it would feels to have to wait for birthday to come?????Maybe lonely,sad or even disappointed....lol
Labels: 29 feb
Thursday, February 28, 2008; 3:47 PM
I think i will never understand how the world of my parents are....lol
The ways of their thinking is so different from what i think.....
It also show a great different between a female mindset and a male mindset......
I would not say i understand my mum well but through a little i must say...But for my dad,i do not understand him....
The way he think is always so self-centred,does not care about others...
I would not say all boys are the same as some are not ....
I so bored at home.....Do that do this,all wrong....It should not be like that......
BUt what shoud it be......i myself also don know too....
Nvm,hope for the better lo....
I might not be able to spread the smile to the most impt person of mine but i can spread it among the ppl besides me......
Through all,thanks for the ppl who watch l change the world with me as i can find time to go away from home.....For a short whie will do so too
L change the world very nice and interesting....It is also quite touching as i cried lol....hahaha
Maybe it really when ones is about to die,then they will treasure those who around him or the time he had at earth...lol
L said that"No matter how genuis you are,you alone cannot change the world"...Ha so meaningful
The way he walked with sraighten back is cute and he is so HANDSOME...lol
I will watch again or buy the dvd when it is out....so nice but the story was sort of expected lol....that what i am disappointed for but it is worth watching la ....lol
jia you for me and ltoward a different world...lol...lame right?
Labels: thanks
Friday, February 22, 2008; 9:06 PM
Yesterday,I cried and my heart died from a slow death......
My heart is tightly closed............
I really wished that the key to it is not lost to the vast sea and i might find it someday....
Why did you all keep on blaming me?
Blaming me for not going out to work,blaming me for everything i did......
The sense of loneliness kept increasing till i am surrouded in snow.....
Did i do anything wrong to deserve this treatment from you?
All the care and concern you showered me is getting lesser and lesser as the day passes....
The world of mine is getting dimmer too with the things you said to me....
It really hurt me like a knife stabbing again and again onto my heart....making it bleed to it doom.....
I really depise myself from causing so much troubles to you....
Maybe it would be better if i never understand them or be a child always.....
I wished you will spare a minute of concern to me....that what i only wished for...
You never show any care to my studies and feeling etc
The home of mine is not as sweet as before....
When i entered,i felt like running away from it as far as i could...
The home to me now is for resting....
I am just deeply depressed without your notice as i tried my best to act in front of you.......
So as you would not be worried.....but would you???Labels: Not sweet anymore
Thursday, February 21, 2008; 12:30 PM
If you are sad,I will be there to lend my lisiening ears.......
Things in your heart will never let go unless you said it out and not hide......
It does not matter whether i will be sad be listening, i just don't want you to force a smile in front of others,like i do so in past.....
It is tough to do so and will make you even sad......
I will not mind at all.....Believe me...okies....
Thw wound willbe heal if you did not tell it out but it will takes a longer timeto do so.....
I will blog if i have time or things to tell,if not i might ot update...lol
Labels: ha ha
I afraid to face a new environment in poly.....
Wat it would be.......Will i do well.....I really don't know....
BUt nvm i say before that we need to face a new beginning everytime when time passes
I think i will try to set my mindset right first ba.....
I scared that my financial burden will pull me behind again like last year which i almost fall into depression.......
I scared i might not be wat i am in secondary school,I might be behind always or wat...I don know wat it would be like but nvm....
I will try to endure to the last,May god bless me and alll
Labels: Pressure
Monday, February 18, 2008; 2:59 PM
Wound remains on the heart can be heal,
but it also can be leash and show the wound again...
I know i shall not put salt on your wound but you too should not do it to me.
It just leash my wound and make me more and more sad.....
I though of letting go and try to heal my heart,when it is about to heal,you make the wound bigger again...
Why is it so?
Do you spare a thought about why i felt so and how i am struck in the middle...
trying to console you two...
What i got back is blaming from you,
is it what i want from you....
YOu said before girls are more emotional than guys,
But do you really understand why is it so?
Bleeding can be heal but it takes time...
If ones say i am okies and not sad,
it can means healing of wound or let go of it.....
Or maybe just saying only
Maybe i interpret wrongly,maybe it is truly my fault............YA it is truly my false...
From what i felt,it just impossible to understand why is so?
Nvm i never blame anyone about it,it just that i blame myself from being a busybody to you ba......
Labels: ???
Sunday, February 17, 2008; 3:47 PM
Time really can take back what they give you...
I understand it well as most of the thing i have is lost or taken back by time.....
I wanted to protect it from losing again,but the more i wanted to protect it,
i became frantic to do it...
Till the end,i overdoing it and ended up losing it....
I really want to keep what i have and prevent it from losing,but i knew it is impossible...
Today,i have one of my relative died and i can't do anything to it, i wanted to prevent my closed one from being sad but it cannot...
Maybe it just the fact of knowing we will lose something always and every time, it is just that we must accept it...
Even the self of me,few minutes ago,is lost and never come back...
All is left is memories and a new beggining of life......
Is memories we had a good thing or bad thing....Maybe it is both but we can't do without it or else we are counted as'empty' people......
Labels: Memories
Friday, February 15, 2008; 9:02 PM
Butterfly are indeed beautiful
but i hate them...
Their beauty
The way they are easy being capture
be a specimen
how short life they lead..
They symbolise any kind of love
which is very beautiful but
easily fly away
lost out of track
why is it so unfair???
"You helped me to mop the floor,sweep the floor,fold the clothes etc"...
While my brother and sister can sit on the sofa and watch the tv..
They are not been scolded for not offering help but i am.........
What the problem to it,i really don't know...
I just can't figure out why there is so much different between us...
I need to do house chores when i take o level last year while my sister no need...
Why is it so,i really like to know the answer.
I somehow felt so neglected and lonely...
Luckily,there is friends to talk to me and console me...
I thanked for the help all of you had given me...
Just want to say to you,i appreciate you all as my friends.
Labels: Fairness???
Tuesday, February 12, 2008; 2:39 PM
Yesterday,i watched cj7 with my siblings and gee keng.
The movie bites was renovating so it just set up a small kiosk beside it.
I didn't like it as it did not sell quite a number of things.
I would actually think that gee keng would find my sister crazy as she cried when watching the movie while the others laughed.
The movie was quite interesting,full of computer effect.
Storyboard might be the same for some scenes but it was nice.Cj7 was so cute.
The show was also a little touching but it did not make me cry, may be i am cold-blooded like what my sister said about me.
This is also the first time i brought my brother to watch a movie as i thought he would misbehave which he didn't.
Through all,it was a nice day.
Labels: Watching cj7
Sunday, February 10, 2008; 7:21 PM
Thanks to hidayah.I finally have my own blog.
Ha Ha....
I am lousy with computer so it must gone through a great effort for her to do this.
I don'tknow what she said about tag everything.
So you may not expect me to change the blogskin even through it is outdated or what as i don't know..
Labels: credit
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