Suddenly having the urge to blog, It might be the reason of boredness.
Really tired of hearing about my grandma favoring who and what so ever.... Really tired...I don't mind at all... I mean I will also love some of my friend more than some friends i have right??? So why don't it happens in family too?? Nothing is fair therefore we need to give and take...haha Maybe it will sound fake but then really leh i don mind....
Wanted to do a lot of things in mind.... wanted to have a chance to go oversea... Being so old liao i did not go before wawawa... wanted to have a chance to spend a day with my family without any worry... wanted to have a good result for studies cos i am struggling now... wanted to have a chance to ride cable car or Ferris wheel cos never ride it before...while some of my family got... wanted to have a good sushi meal cos long time don have ler.... wanted to be able to buy some clothes and shoes...long time never buy anything ler wanted to do lot of things but then haha not really possible...
Nvm la cos want ma not need... but for the studies i think is a need ....lol
Still like a child in dreamland Dreaming of fairy tales and thinking everything is going to be alright in the end...happy ending... i will still be thinking that way no matter how harsh the world is to me....
chat with girlfriend about relationship cos she just having a stupid crush with someone online... I don't know wat to comment cos i don't know how or what to say... I mean i did not even kiss anyone before not even my ex bf (except my family) but there she was kissing a guy when he just know him for a day... the guy ignore him after that la might becos the picture she put online don look like her ba... I hear her talk while I keep quiet cos i don know wat to say.... Conversation was short but learn a lot of things from it...
Time has a way of taking back what you have. Time can do wonders but its also harsh. Making one forget about hurtful memories, making one treasure things etc... Time make lonely time seem to be longer for one...
Wondering something in my mind. You will never miss what you never had...erm not really true i think... U miss someone u love even if she/he don love you... You will miss funif u don have fun... haix just it is contradicting...
I believe in fate and destiny... Meeting the one who destined for, leaving the loved one etc...it is all fate... Meeting someone in million of people is fate....
Wednesday, November 4, 2009; 11:08 PM
So Tiring today...Imagine you are facing a computer for about 7 hours plus without doing anything....It is so boring. However, my computer is becoming slower and I don't know why it is so after a full reformat. The weird thing is that when i was playing the game if i did not move the mouse, the graphic will remian there without moving. I don't care ler...see how it goes ba... Oh i know the feeling of it and i really don't know to like to to hate... Anything is possible to happen jsut like life is unpredictable; therefore i leave it to fate to decide ba... my third year option how...i am really lost...
Monday, November 2, 2009; 10:13 PM
Oh sorry i forgot to add my best girlfriend yu yun in the last blog post...
haix my fault for missing her....
Honto ni gomenasai...
Erm so far so good...
sad is sad but whatever it is
time will pass and heal it like everything else would...
Today got weird feeling about something...never have before....
i wondered what it is....
Nvm la...i am not ready for anything so don care la....
find out something...my school work sure going down ler...
stupid lo out of 6 questions
surprisingly
i only know how to do 1 question....
wth super sad sia now my module really is killing me....
I have bought some real kawaii book from popular i love it so much....
and lots of coloured pens for fun...
Don mistaken i did not spend much cos i use voucher...
i no much money ler...
really think i hinder ppl fun cos of me no money...
when ppl are in for fun...
i would say no cause it involved money...
i was like splashing cold water on them
when it is come to fun, people will tend to
forget but it
nvm it is understandable...
Saturday, October 31, 2009; 11:41 PM
Today I went back to school to play badminton with eddie,Hui xiang,carrie and ting sheng. However, I was in quite a bad mood so i did not play the badminton as much as i would so, instead i sit aside and become moody. Too bad somebody cannot join us till to flu...haix sad After that we went to holland village and have a meal. But is was raining heavily so we sort of get drenched.....Then they was discussing to go to watch movie called jennier's body... I would like to watch too but due to financial matter i cannot so i remain silent. The others was so enthu about it while i was the only one who say no. afte rmuch discussion bringing disappointment to all we think of going home. But i was so sad that i was like the one who hinder them having fun and so on so i not in mood to go home.. I went yew tee point instead, they join me cause nothing to do... then we went to long john silver sit and eat and play undo stacker.... and got penalty if collapse... That my day today... i feel quite sad and feel like crying... think it would be better if i am alone cause i will always cause trouble to others and hinder ppl having fun with my financial now....
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I am 18 this year.
Waiting for Santa- Presents to me on 1906!
Study in Singapore Polytechnic currently
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I Like:
♥Family
♥Novel
♥Anime
♥Drama
♥Cartoon
♥Tibits
♥Dreaming
I Dislike:
♥Thunder
♥Darkness
♥The real world
♥Fake people
♥Emoness
♥Betrayers
♥Unfairness
♥Examination
♥Evil
Dear Santa, get these for me!
Cravings
Explore the World Happiness! New Shoes Confidence Score well Good GPA Fame, Beauty, Fortune Cheerful Wisdom Learning Japanese Meeting my "HIM" To be my real self Have all dream coming true
Princess
I want to be
Cinderella
Crystal shoes are laughing,
Birds are chipping.
Who is the one and only girl???
Answer reveals when ones wear the crystal shoes.
My heartbeat is pumping hardly yet the charming prince never notice.
Pray to the shooting star,
Please remember me!!
Till blood flow profusely out from the crystal shoes...
Enduring all pain hoping to touch you
Cutting my feet just to meet you.
I am Cinderella in disguise,
Believing in miracles will happen.
I am Cinderella in disguise,
Prepare for the ball and shine for you.
I am Cinderella in disguise,
Using lie just to win your precious smile.
I am staring at you always.
I am spining and dancing non-stop. Hoping you will remember the best of me
Until the clock strike 12 midnight
I am running against time
When it strike 12 midnight,
Magic disappears,how cruel the fact is.
Without the crystal shoes,
I am nothing.
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