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Monday, May 2, 2011; 8:51 PM
You can hate me, you can love me, I don't care what you think about me.
I been thinking much about lives.
It seems to me like everybody is either surrounding their life with studies or work.
SO much as to see....
weekdays we go for school/work. Go home eat and bathe then sleep....the next day wake up and go for study/work....
weekend relax but tired too go out after working during weekdays...
then sunday come and haix wtf tmr need to work...
a routine and a routine....just for the sake to survive in this society...
how can we say we truly enjoy life while we do it earning for what we spend...much worse is that spending what ur parent earn without knowing how hard they work...
lives is unfair seriously...rich become richer while poor become poorer.....
Thursday, April 14, 2011; 9:25 PM
I never give much though to where I want to go and what would I do.
I can be a leader and follower but I choose the latter, to the point that people would ignore me about a situation and do what they want about it.
Things aren't what I expected. If it is to my expectation, things would be much easier and less astonished.
Still having that stupid fantasy dream and I didnt want to give up. Therefore hoping to give my last ever chance once again.
Hope and wish everything that I hoped for will happen...miracle to happen to me......
Thing change fast enough that you can't cope with it......
I have a new perspective on thing and I do not very well like what I found, though it seriously reflect that I am right, I would not want to act that way.
Tears swelled up my eyes but I refused to surrender to the pleasing voice on my mind to cry it out.....
I will get strong till I won't see the vulnerable me again...
I hate myself for the vulnerabilities and situation I am in.......
Constantly hoping for miracles but it did not appear...
It dismiss my last hope entirely till I am like a wounded soldier, feeling super tired and dread that I would seriously wanna have a long good sleep......
Saturday, April 2, 2011; 2:25 AM
I am so happy that I get into psychology for NUS. It had been what I wished for during this past few weeks. NTU enrollment form should be coming soon, which is electrical and electronics engineering. I am seriously troubled by which to accept.
I am not at all pleased with my current situation. I wanted to accept the offer but something pull me back which is financial. I am quite uncertain about what I am going to face and thus having a lot of fear. Although I know that never let the fear strikes you from playing the game, I am still afraid to do what I want to do. I know financial is a big issue here but I just can't do anything except to pray for miracle to happen.
Sometime I do grumble why I am not born with a silver spoon and why I just can't live a life that is great and fill with lots of fun. Things isn't fair as if I think is fair, some will think is unfair. I really scared my lives in university will be the same as what my lives is in secondary school and polytechnic. I just wish I make a correct and great choice and make things go to the perfect path that I wish I would.
Passion for psychology or stable job for engineering??? Which is which, I don't know. May someone give me decent advice and make me see the light.....
Please GOD.
Sunday, March 27, 2011; 9:22 PM
I didn't give much thoughts on plenty of things till today.
The more I think, the more frustrated I am with myself.
I hate myself for my uselessness.
I hate myself for not having money.
I hate myself for not having beauty.
I hate myself for not having figure.
I hate myself for everything...anything....
Wednesday, March 16, 2011; 10:19 PM
There is no way one can predict when a natural disaster strikes.
Lives is so fragile that we might die the next second.
We know that we should treasure what we have and never take things for granted, however we just didn't.
Then I asked a question to myself, "What would I do if I know I am going to die in a few hours time?".
I don't have a definite answer to it as I cannot think of the answer with mixed feelings.
My heart just wish for something that I don't know what I am wishing for.
It just like someone dig a hole deep in my heart and left it there.
Tuesday, March 15, 2011; 1:52 AM
Remember when we are young, the world is full of many possibilities. We believed that a wish upon a star and the dream will come true; go ahead and make a wish, who knows that we are right when we are young. The star really make our dream come true.
I still believe in fantasy although I should be mature...hahaha But nvm I don think I should change myself to be like what the people are now....I just be myself... I know I look different from my real age, I don't dress well and I also don't act like teens. I really trying super hard to do what I want to do but find myself holding back... I think I can do it but I can't, seriously can't. I don't expect people to understand me cause no one truly understand one. I just know that I am hoping for little understanding from you all and giving me supports on what I am planning to do. Don't make me be the only one fighting in the war....I am getting super tired. Super tuper tired....
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I am 18 this year.
Waiting for Santa- Presents to me on 1906!
Study in Singapore Polytechnic currently
I Like:
♥Family
♥Novel
♥Anime
♥Drama
♥Cartoon
♥Tibits
♥Dreaming
I Dislike:
♥Thunder
♥Darkness
♥The real world
♥Fake people
♥Emoness
♥Betrayers
♥Unfairness
♥Examination
♥Evil
Dear Santa, get these for me!
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Explore the World Happiness! New Shoes Confidence Score well Good GPA Fame, Beauty, Fortune Cheerful Wisdom Learning Japanese Meeting my "HIM" To be my real self Have all dream coming true
Princess
I want to be
Cinderella
Crystal shoes are laughing,
Birds are chipping.
Who is the one and only girl???
Answer reveals when ones wear the crystal shoes.
My heartbeat is pumping hardly yet the charming prince never notice.
Pray to the shooting star,
Please remember me!!
Till blood flow profusely out from the crystal shoes...
Enduring all pain hoping to touch you
Cutting my feet just to meet you.
I am Cinderella in disguise,
Believing in miracles will happen.
I am Cinderella in disguise,
Prepare for the ball and shine for you.
I am Cinderella in disguise,
Using lie just to win your precious smile.
I am staring at you always.
I am spining and dancing non-stop. Hoping you will remember the best of me
Until the clock strike 12 midnight
I am running against time
When it strike 12 midnight,
Magic disappears,how cruel the fact is.
Without the crystal shoes,
I am nothing.
There is no way one can predict when a natural disaster strikes.
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